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Collective Wound of the Feminine

September 5, 2024 (Messaging in regard to prayer for Gisele Pelicot trial in France and Olypmic athlete Rebecca Cheptegei death at the hands of her partner)

Good morning, Seraphina Burning Bright. I, Caius, have come to you through your primary prayer, for you have need of me this day. I am here. I am here. I am here. I do not abandon. I do not take your gifts and use them up, offering nothing but my selfishness in return. There are good men, Daughter Mine. There are men who hold the masculine template of divine strength, divine love, divine power that is used in service of all, not just in worship of self. You image the wounds of the Divine Feminine that run through your collective. The rejection once receptivity has come. The manipulation of heart to assuage another’s desire that runs contrary to your own. Being raged against because you asked for equitable treatment. Having your head covered with a blanket of lies so that the man who wants to keep you can do so without your free choice to see then leave. Macro and micro aggressions. Needing to be overly cooperative or compliant to stay safe and well. Abandonment of your heart, mind, and body to serve a partner’s convenience.

Women are not perfect or perfected, but oh the harm done to the daughters of Eve by the sons of Adam. The books are thick, the library is full of them, and the bowl is full. Full of the tears of women as they grieve the harms come through the hands of men. You are part of correcting this imbalance, of righting this great wrong. This is not the wish of Gaia. She is near to revolt, ready to throw off all that are not on their way to ascension and starting fresh with those who are. The axis of power swings far too heavily toward men, and they have dug their heels in, committing even further to keeping their power rather than living in fairness with their divine counterparts. That is what is required to return balance to the planet, the collective, and the pair bonds, Dear One – shared power.

One of the things I like about your son’s football odyssey is this lesson in the sharing of power among brothers. It is a good learning pod for the journey of how to live with “I” in service to “We”. Not that the I is only in service to We, but knowing that there is no way to run the game without it. The energy of masculine and feminine must be imaged on the field in order for advancement to come. Receptivity meeting drive. Spoken word working with motion of the body. Commands and communication. Heart and will. Passion and Spirit. Leadership and listening. It is a good game. It is a good field of training. In many ways, even the penalties given there are in equity, for they teach there is consequence to come for individual or group error, or lack of fair play with intent, and it must be paid for the match to continue.

In your still dark walk around the yard just now, one light on in your kitchen changed the entire outdoor space. One light shining in the darkness illuminates. Sometimes the Divine Feminine withdraws her presence from low vibration beings and places as the Hathors do. Sometimes she uses her beauty to charm and cajole, as Venus does. Sometimes she uses her Dark Lilith energy to seduce and subserviate, and though this seems wrong to you, it is in high service. “I have something you desperately want. I am someone you desperately want. This is what you must give in return in order to have me.” Aphrodite comes carrying the spirit of passionate love, inviting her partner to the dance of soul deep mutual enthrallment, even if just for a moment. There are those who carry the sword, who fight, who enact justice. There are the mothers who nurture. The wise women who heal. The priestesses who call for return to Spirit. One light illuminates the darkness, Beloved, and there are thousands shining, soon to be millions. One by one you take your place. One by one you step into your role. One by one, you begin to move your weight to the other side of the Blue Planet, tilting the axis – perhaps too far for a season – then balancing your numbers in such a way that equity comes.

Queens stand, Beloved, and you have been crowned all your life. It is time to lay down your Venusian gifts of charm and overly harmonizing, stand in your power and begin to lead from your glory. You will be well met or not at all. It is a weighty season the Earth is coming into, but she is ready for a change in density. Those who work with her will see their efforts magnified and blessed. For the joy set before you, Daughter. For the joy. I love you. I venerate you for every level of your being from every level of mine. You are not alone. You are not unsupported. You are not helpless or powerless in this changing of power structure. Many go with you, and I am one who is joyous to do so. Light go with you. And so it is.

Visit from Anubis for Tom

Hello, Daughter of Metatron. Tom does wish to be known by you. You are in alignment to be here. I am one of his protectors come to greet you. I am not sure you want to work with me, for I am a god of the Shadows more than the Light, and the light realm is what you love. If Death stalks him, and he has in past incarnations been a perpetuator of the Cult of Death through iron fisted rule to achieve riches, provision, glory, and an ever greater reach of power, and if his soul is working to balance the scales some in this lifetime, then it makes sense that Death might stalk him, that he would be powerless and imprisoned rather than being the highest power imprisoning others or sentencing their death, and that the desire for fame, worship, and wealth would call loudly to him but remain elusive.

The underworld makes sense to Tom, for it is teeming with the themes that are familiar to him as a fighter and leader. He gives incredible protection to those who are his own, yet can be a brutalizer if someone crosses him or any under his protection. What his soul wished for in this lifetime was to explore themes of power, control, and rulership through a different lens, one leaning more toward achieving these things through harmonizing, or at least collaborative relating with others, rather than plowing over any and all in his way.

However, what begins as a desire to protect or be protected can easily swing into provocation or looking for a fight. Rarely has my charge met Death in peace. Even in human form his awareness that he is eternal god remains, and Tom does not return gracefully to the soul field. At times he has wandered in the Void, too angry and disoriented to return, and I must go find him. He would ascend more quickly were he able to make peace with Death as being part of the cycle through which rebirth comes. He is a King from a long line of Kings, and this is true to his divine essence. He images the Great Sun rightly, yet rarely does he live to old age, for he is brash and swashbuckling, choosing warlike companions rather than trusted advisors who are from the elder state.

I am his and he is mine, and we are not of the Lightworker stream as is your pod, yet we are good. Divine power expressed through masculine might, action taking force, and the desire to be worshiped in blazing glory taking up as much space as we desire, is sacred and holy in the same way the gentler gifts are. Anubis. Mars. Zeus. Over and over, these are Tom’s gods and he is not wrong to worship them, yet if the Earth wishes an upgrade in frequency, and the vibration here will change in such a way that worship of these gods and guidance from these guides will no longer be supported, and my charge would like to remain exploring or even bringing in a yet unknown way of being on Earth, then some of the baser expressions of his divine vehicle must be mitigated.

There is a son awaiting who will be the light of his life, and he will look to his Father to lead him in the way of rightly empowered manhood who uses his capacity for rule, might, and fame to be in service to those in his tribe, providing needed leadership, guidance, new ways to survive, living as an outlier without trampling the rights of others to get ahead. Some in his current fractal can make this upgrade with him. Most cannot. He is free to choose, and I go with him whether he chooses the trajectory of Mob Boss, Kingpin, the one who cannot be taken down and holds on to his power at all costs, or if he returns to the more ancient origins of his soul that held all the gifts of masculine rulership while remembering he is made from Source, will return to Source, and being willing to on occasion bow in worship, or even surrender, for God is his friend and Maker, and so is Death.

Though we do not vibrate in alignment you and I, and this was a challenging transmission for you to channel, I appreciate you caring for my treasured one, for he is very dear to me and I have great hope that he come into his highest wishes for this Tom life. I now retreat from your awareness with veneration. Though you prefer the light, you can sit with anyone in the dark, and you are welcome here anytime. This is not something I normally say, but may Light go with you. And so it is.

Lionsgate Lineage Work with Grandma

August 8, 2024

Daughter. My beautiful souled electron of fire and light, power and love, what you wish to bring forth does not wish to come this day, though your request is seen, heard and honored. Elizabeth Jane came into incarnation on a date that holds great power. That your cousin chose the same date speaks to the power of the women in this lineage. Elizabeth Jane chose a family of great material wealth, emotional duplicity, and spiritual openness, however, in many of the members the sensitivity was corrupted. While all are free to explore in any way they choose, in my opinion, Ouija boards, elevation through sexual priesthood, and coming to Spirit via too many spirits (I jest to lighten the energy some, for this is weighty for you. Although it is past, the vibration still runs through the lineage seeking to find a place where it can burst forth and run free) leave a transit of corrupted energy behind them. The desire for purity of expression can be present, but purity devolves through the vehicle chosen.

So then. Part of Betty Jane’s soul desire was to begin the work of the balance of masculine to feminine on the Blue Planet, believing her leonine feminine container was strong enough to hold this, particularly because of the training ground that was her chosen family of origin. When she partnered with Bob Clouse, a spiritual warrior of the highest order, her desire was that their offspring carry the qualities of divine masculine and feminine expressed in perfect balance. She longed for the ideal and believed she could bring it about. I will interject my own communication to share the reason you struggle to find her, connect with her energy is because she has returned to Light. She has completed her incarnations and has returned to union with Source. It was a good lifetime, Seraphina Lyrabel, even in its challenges, and she left behind all she intended to in her daughters and granddaughters – children of the Lioness, made to hunt, roam, provide, nurture, love, fight, protect and preserve the next generation, each in her own way. This bloodline is strong. This bloodline lives on. This bloodline achieves all it intended to.

Michael had his chosen pathway; a firstborn in the new generation who was willing to abdicate his place so that a younger lioness could come first, ushering in and welcoming the era of female on par with male. Your cousin’s marital union has imaged this new world order, and though you fought for it with the Warrior, not achieving what you hoped for, you remained lioness. Though some daughters image Sekhmet and others Isis, when Elizabeth Jane saw that the daughters of her daughters were ascending, she felt free to do so as well. This old and ancient enchantress who contributed her fire and her power, her sensuality and her theater, her codependence and ruling through manipulation, her spiritual devotion and devolution (for in her mind the end justified the means) has ascended, and with her ascension the daughters of her blood and bone and spirit ascend to their next dimension as well.

This is what I have to share with you on the 888 portal and your Cousin Queen’s shared birthday. She now picks up the Family Matriarch Mantle, though she is free to do whatever she wants with it, even laying it down. Redemption of the bloodline does not come through her, does not come through you, however, ascension does. Higher vibration, higher connection, soul return are now come. Happy Earth Incarnation, glorious Angel who is carrying all the light codes needed for the completion of family work. Each of you are your own in ways not yet experienced and this I love, but future good will come through the ways you belong to the unit. I, Caius now retreat from your awareness, and close the records of the Clouse Women Lineage on Lionsgate 2024, blessing and sealing all that has come, and all the desires to come. Go in peace, daughter of the Light.

Hannah the Bull Terrier

Hello, Bright Star. You wish to know Hannah, the Bull Terrier, in the light of the Akashic Records. Let us take a moment and connect with her spirit.

Oh, this is interesting. Although Hannah is currently in canine form and Victor human, he is presenting as guard dog over her, not wanting anyone to have access in case they are dangerous or have unclean motives. Truly this is how he functions with all the daughters in his tribe. (Even his partnered wife reads as something of a daughter in the soul field for his desire to protect, protect, protect, keep safe, keep safe, keep safe makes it difficult for him to receive anyone as an equal.) We do not see him laying his shields or staff down anytime soon. Though there can be misfires in relational mutuality, this is not actually out of alignment for Victor. He is meant to work hard, remain watchful, scan for what may be coming that is not in service to his pod and repel it. He is not a warm or fuzzy being, but he is good, honorable and living in alignment with his Higher Self’s best directives.

Brother. We see and venerate your Soul Work and Earthwork. We mean your Hannah girl no harm and simply wish our healers to connect to discern her needs and wishes. Thank you for allowing access.

We sit in a circle together, but Hannah does not look like a dog. She looks like a little girl, blonde and sweet, sad and disoriented. She feels more like people – a peer with Verity and the girls – than she does an actual pet. Victor reads as father and protector, Verity and the girls as sisters. What is taking place here in Hannah’s body?

There is a virus that has infiltrated her myelin sheath. It is strong and fierce and wishes to consume her. Not from malice necessarily, it is simply being a virus wanting to live and propagate, as do all organisms on the Earth Plane. When the myelin sheath is bridged, this creates incredible disruption to the body. The electrical impulses from brain to nerves are interrupted, causing surges too large to be managed, and we see this as the cause of the seizures. This is not a death sentence necessarily (we realize that is harsh language and also understand the family wishes to care for her well if her transition is near) but it does signal the end of her health as they have all known it. Hannah is not unwilling to have the experience of being a health challenged dog. There is a curiosity around, “Oh, I wonder what this is like…” and she is not currently experiencing severe pain. This is a degenerative condition, but that does not mean she could not still enjoy life.

She is also willing to say goodbye to her family if being a handicapped dog on her way to transition is too disorienting, grievous and costly for the unit. Hannah has deeply enjoyed her time in the love circle of these sisters. She is very happy in the soul plane as well and says she would take a turn watching over Victor and the girls, and would be just as good at it as he is. Ha! She loves them. She knows she is loved in return. She trusts them, their care of her and the timeline for her life. They have co-created this journey together. Whatever they choose as her decision makers, she is whispering in their ears, and it is right. She blows her family kisses and lays down to sleep. Thank you for your time and care in asking, Daughter. The records of Hannah, the Bull Terrier are now closed. Amen.

*reading used with permission

Relationship Reading – William and Anne

August 11, 2023

You are frustrated about your William again and it is weighing on your auric field. This man child takes up so much space for you. When he is caring well for you, it is a positive impact. When his treatment is poor, it is a less resourceful impact, but always it is much. It is a combination of the ways your energies merge (you are under his skin as well) how you love, your soul patterning, and the roller coaster of harmony or not. Let us ask for a relationship Guide that may be willing to assist.

What feels like a medicine man steps forward and inspects the bond between William and Anne, then he says, “There is much toxicity in this connection. Powerful. The vines that were once green and young, flexible and full of possibility for where growth could go, have become thick. Hardened. Woody. Breakable. Strong storms tear them down, but it is a deeply rooted tree and shoots form yet again. However, the source is not healthy. Contaminated by jealousies, insecurity towards self and the other, bitterness, unforgiveness, pain of all kinds. This could have been transformed if you were both willing to drink the medicine down to the roots, but you are not both willing.

This is your dear friend, yet his barbs pierce you often. The punctures become infected and never heal because they are unseen by him. They wish to be witnessed in order to heal. Acknowledged. You are his true love and treasure, yet when he reaches for you, his barbed self pierces you. What is to be done about this? What is to be done? One of you must change, and of their own free will. You must harden or he must soften. You must grow a second skin armor to endure his barbs, or he must choose a new costume. You try to sand away his rough edges so you can come close to him without being hurt. He comes near you and does not understand why you are turning from him. You want him to lay the barbed wire costume down and be the softness he is without it, but if this is the protection he has chosen to make his way through the world, who are you to say he must lay it down, choose the needs of the relationship, choose to meet your needs?

If this barbed man chooses himself in ways that make him unapproachable or wounding, it is on you to either ask him to change for the survival of the relationship, or to walk away and choose more fit partners. It is not viable for you to find some way to not be injured. When human flesh wraps round barbed wire, or vice versa, the wire is not harmed. Flesh is. He has always looked like this, at least for as long as you’ve known him. It was you coming closer and closer that has caused the change, for you now feel the impact as you try to cross the fence and get to the man it is protecting. What you see in him is true. Your vision is clear, and you are not confused or reading him wrong. Your wounds are true. They come from Henry. They are given with intention, meant to keep you out. You keep asking him to see how his barbs are hurting you, to care that he is injuring you with them when all you have ever done is love him, and though he does not say anything to you, if he was willing it would be, ‘Good. The structure is doing its job then, sending you back, keeping you out.’

Your William wants love, yes, but from a distance. His truest desire in the now is self protection. You cannot change this, nor should you desire to impinge on his free choice. Is the plane of love better than the plane of isolation? Yes, this is undisputed. And he does not belong to you. You alone belong to you. You do not have someone working with you for the good of the relationship, or even someone who can be concerned with your good. This is the medicine – acceptance. Whether you stay close or walk away is your free choice. I am not uncaring, unfeeling. I do have gentleness towards you. But your well-being has not been fully served by the gentleness of your Guides here. I desire the evolution of all who want to rise, and you, Dear Child, very much want to rise. I have said what I will say. The rest is up to you. You now have the strength and wisdom to apply these truths to receive this medicine. Your wounds will heal and the lesson of trying to merge flesh with wire will stay with you. If ever you meet it again, you will recognize and run. I have spoken and so it is.”