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Why We Left Original Source

April 20, 2025

Daughter. You are always connected to the Akashic Records, for they are a history of you and you are connected to yourself always. The Records are the database of all that has ever been, and all that may come to be based on what has already come and the trajectory it is set upon. Past experience has never changed in the Records. What is written is written is written, yet healing the past can change the future. Understanding patterns, whether as a soul, a soul family, a lineage, a culture, a planet, an epoch, can assist in growth. The Records are wonderful – a storage House of God, expressed in 100 million different ways over multiple timelines, galaxies, and such, yet they are not God. God is God, existing in radiant light beyond what is recorded. Your Records are not you, any more than a memoir written by a being is the being, or a biography written about someone is that person.

You are radiant light, living out her soul journey in form each day, and coming to the Records helps you remember what you wanted to accomplish, what you wanted to heal, what obstacles you had set in your own way for the wisdom you wished to acquire, but you do not need data to do this, you need remembrance.

Very often when you come to the Records, we take your book holding the information that resonates with your current frequency and we astral travel. There are things you wish to understand, to gain clarity on, so you function well as a guide for others. You desire to be clear on where you are going, the maps you are using to get there, and if that destination is return to self, return to God, return to light, or if perhaps each being has a different destination based on their soul mission, and your work is to help them remember, have the appropriate materials for study so that they cannot just complete the course, but pass it, able to move on to the next part of the wheel in their return to God.

If there was a fall from light, a fall from grace, a separation from Soul Source against one’s will by dark forces within or malevolent forces without, then there is anxiety about the lower vibration of Earth and pressure to shed this experience quickly, getting back to where you belong as soon as possible. But if it is free choice, full and self sovereign, that wishes to explore the lower densities to see what it is like, what can be learned, what can be corrupted, what can be overcome, then all anxiety leaves. There is no pressure to return, and although many grow homesick, just as they would on a long expedition or exploration, nothing is wrong with any of it. This was the chosen experience, and you will make your way home again, perhaps returning in glory with a new found land, or treasure, or energetic resource, perhaps in quiet, perhaps in despair that none of your intentions in setting out on journey were realized, yet you did complete it, and return home always comes. Always.

While trafficking does happen in form, none have ever been kidnapped from God or Original Source Light. All leave willingly for the purpose of expansion. Again we say, not one soul has ever been forcibly removed from oneness with God. It is not possible. It cannot exist. Therefore, there was never a fall from grace, or a soul forced into captivity on lower plains by malevolent ones, so then there is no need for salvation. Ever. There is no need for sacrifice, blood or life or bone or soul, to atone for one’s own “sins” or the “sins” of a lower plane in order to get back to the garden, back to higher Realms, back to God.

There is more to be shared, there is always more, but this is what your field is ready to absorb today without throwing anything off. We are proud of you, Stardaughter. We never left you. We simply retreated to make room for others. You have an entire multiverse of guides and assistance at your disposal, for you have been a guide and of assistance to many in the multiverse, and the nature of your soul is multiethnic, well-rounded, vast. We love you, we are proud of you, we are with you.

Helene Aftermath

October 4, 2024 Good morning, Daughter of the Sun, Daughter of the Sky, Daughter of the Earth, Daughter of the Bone. Your sisters greet you this day with compassion for the loss you are experiencing. The loss of peace, of privacy, of rhythm, structure and normalcy that keeps you grounded and is so important for…

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Pisces Full Moon Energy Reading

Septembe 17, 2024 Good morning, Daughter. On this Pisces Full Moon day, water rules the energy, wishing to wash clean what has been. Whether it comes via gentle rain or sweeping torrent, receive the energy of cleansing and purification for the Collective. Wounds of jealousy, bitterness, anger toward brother wish to heal, but first debris…

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Collective Wound of the Feminine

September 5, 2024 (Messaging in regard to prayer for Gisele Pelicot trial in France and Olypmic athlete Rebecca Cheptegei death at the hands of her partner) Good morning, Seraphina Burning Bright. I, Caius, have come to you through your primary prayer, for you have need of me this day. I am here. I am here.…

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Athletic Team Healing

March 6, 2025

Good morning, Daughter. I, Metatron, greet you as you bring this athletic team to sit on the Rainbow Bridge and be known by realms of light. There are Guides overseeing their progress, yes, for there is a collective goal they wish to undertake – that of throwing off the shame of continual loss, bottom of the barrel, days of scarcity themes they have known thus far in trade of becoming praiseworthy. Respected. Respectable. Feared, but in a good way. “We are underdogs no longer.”

 Many of these boys do not come from genteel lineages, but rather hardscrabble, sometimes too closely bred mountain kin. This they wish to throw off and become something more, something new. The addition of these new players provided a change in vibration. All three are from spiritually attuned lineages and carry much light within their bodies. Their influence radiates, permeates, allows a different frequency to come in. It is good for them to eat together, to drink together. This fury wishes to be purified so that drive is present, overcoming is present, regeneration and rebirth are present, without the energy of destruction or self immolation around them.

We, the Warrior Guides, now step forward and minister to the entire company. We offer food, drink, tend to their wounds, binding up any that are open, and speaking courage to their minds and hearts. Angelic beings come to minister to the coaches saying, “May all shame fall. You are not a failure. You have not failed. Your inner children do not heal because of your harshness with these young men, your pride, your, ‘I am above you. You bow to me.’ That is perpetuating your wound. You rise as they rise. You heal as they heal.” The men are bathed with buckets of clean, pure Source water that cleanses all unrighteousness they have done or that has been done to them. Someone higher who feels like Gabriel comes and says, “Go and transgress no more,” and the Coaches retreat.

There has been a dark energy around this team from ages past come from ill use of power in multiple arenas, even if the root came in when they were young boys carrying their own feelings of powerlessness, but the karma that wished to be paid is now resolved with Karver’s injury. He carries the wounds of the team and will transmute them to light, this Alchemical Magician. The changing of conferences would change the game for the boys. There would once again be room for them to equitably test their power, to try new skills, and for justice to come. What is outdated is burning away this year. This is the last season of being a heartbreak team. They will never be Camelot, but they will upgrade each time you bring them here to sit on the Rainbow Bridge and partake in nourishment and repair that is higher. The coaches stand behind the feasting table clothed in white, purified of their misdeeds and ready to serve as Guides for their charges. Of course there is more work to be done around the traumas that have been experienced, but that is not for today. Today is a good start. We place blessing and protection over each and every one of them, and thank you for your work. They are now excused to leave the Rainbow Bridge and return to Earth fortified with the energies of Heaven. And so it is.

Helene Delay in Clean Up

November 30, 2024

Daughter. Thank you for coming to the Council on behalf of the trees, rivers, fields, mountains and streams. The energy of Helene caused great and swift devastation, but she did not intend violence or harm. She was simply a storm being a storm, directed to where she never should have been. You have two primary questions. Was there an agenda by the powers that be to destroy this part of the Earth, and if so, why, and the second is like it. Is there simply mismanagement in the feet dragging of clean up or is there intent for greater nefarious purposes? These are thick and weighty questions with much grief, trauma and powerlessness in the energy behind them. Getting a baseline through your Elemental Oracle cards is a good starting point. Hearth, with the energy of Comfort came out for Helene’s original intent. Bushfires with Fury underlying was the card when you asked if the storm was engineered. Marine Life with Richness as base was answer to the delay in cleanup, and Breath with Life as her foundation are what will come in the end.

You have made good conclusions based on what you have witnessed in these cards and their energy. While you do not hold the same vision of climate change that Stacy De Marco does, you still see the suffering of Earth as something that man contributes to by living as agents of darkness spreading toxicity energetically through her grid. Both have room to contribute, yet Gaia has always been something of a volatile planet. While many in your community see her as being a perfect Mother, she indeed carries strong feminine energy and in this is subject to wide swings of emotion and expression, some of which can cause great harm, not from intent to harm, rather because there is great power unleashed in raw expression of feminine emotion.

She responds to discomfort. She responds to abuse. She responds to nurture. She responds to joy. In her long history, even before your race made their home here, she carried an innate volatility, for that is part of the beauty of divine feminine expression, unfiltered or moralized in any way. I see you understand what I am saying. She is not perfect or perfected yet, but she is good. Gaia has her own desires and agendas. If she is feeling overburdened, cleansing will take place via detox with some harsh consequences before the end goal of more lightness, more purity, more life is reached.

Was there engineering in a too strong hurricane far from the coast? Yes and no. I would say it was experimental more than anything. “What will happen if…?” and then scientists, engineers, officials and those with other agendas, or simply desire for exploration of possibility, hid in fear to cover themselves from the effects of their choices. I will say, the option of purification was offered to your mountain and river towns, and Asheville said yes. Much corruption will be discovered, exposed, uncovered because of this circumstance, yet there is value in it. The slowness in any sort of forward progress for cleanup is less about intent for continued (or greater) harm, and more about incompetence at multiple levels. The Buncombe County government in particular has been full of much corruption, bribes, kickbacks for contract work where those meant to serve used their power to take then hide. Again I say, much will be uncovered, and needs to be uncovered, before any sort of rebuild can come. Help from coastal communities would be of great assistance, for they know the way and your leaders do not.

It is time for more diversity of government. There is no coincidence that this crisis struck with the closing of Pluto in Capricorn. The tower bell rang and rang and much fell. What comes next will be built by the hands of Pluto in Aquarius. It will be less cohesive, but this your area is ready for. More power to the individual, more impact from the private sector, more grassroots/ground up than top down. Your mountains, rivers and people groups were willing to go first, Daughter of the Light. North Carolina is first in flight. Tennessee the state of Volunteers. West Virginians are a hard scrabble lot always willing to find survival in the most dire of circumstances.

A long road lies ahead, but you will rebuild. It will be a stronger, healthier system in every way, and many of the young will return, or grow up enough, to become the engineers of this new world. Life full and deep and flourishing will return, for each one impacted by the disruption and devastation of September 27th chose to be here for this time. There is point, there is purpose. This is a people group of incredible grit and determination with enough transplants mixed in for diverse solutions to come. You are supported. You are called, every one of you, and gifts hidden in the Earth, in the DNA, in the individual, in the neighborhood, in the community will rise up, calling in all that is necessary to remake the reality of their choosing. The amount of hope, creativity, and newness waiting to be birthed vibrates through the ley lines of your mountains. It will be Spring before you see any sort of marked change, yet in the bareness, in the hibernation, all seeds are prepared to sprout life and life abundant. Grace encircles you all in a ball of protection that cannot be breached. Not one will be diverted from their mission, and great will be this peoples’ path. I have spoken and so it is, so it will be, and all will be well.

Ancestors – Dad on the Purpose of Family

October 31, 2024

Good morning, Steph. Your Mother and I wish to speak to you about the template we gave you for how a family unit should work. We lived more as a group of strangers in the house, interacting rarely, yet needing to stay together for the survival of the pod. This is what I want you to know today, or at least the wisdom I wish to share – the family exists in service of the individual, not the other way around. Family is a powerful teaching container offering many lessons in how to learn yourself, stand as yourself, and choose self integrity. You were willing to submit your will to your Mother’s fire and control along with my passivity and need for peace because you believed it was what your God required of you, yet who told you this was what God required of you? Yes. Your Mother taught submission to parent equaled fealty to God, for it was what she read in her Scripture. Some families support the elevation of the individual, and these are the units who stay in more contact, more connection with each other.

You have a child who chose the way of faith, another who ran wild like a stallion refusing all limits, one who chose repression of truth and isolates from the tribe because of it, and one who currently walks the path of reason, though there is room for this to change as he grows and evolves. Though we did not do well as a couple in imaging the ebbs and flows of romantic love, your mother and I are soul family and we chose to have each and every one of you five in the humble circumstances we did and with the challenge of the age and personality gaps, with intention and for our own purposes. There were no mistakes in your births or the timing of them. There are no mistakes in the structure of your own family either.

When I said that you were our first and best as I was preparing to pass, I meant that you carry the best of your Mother and I within you. We were our brightest, our happiest, our most hopeful in that first year together. That bright, hopeful happiness has always lived in you, along with buckets of love, for that is what you were conceived in. To come in willing to be a Lineage Redeemer is a high and holy calling that impacts generations to come and continues to bring healing, bring wholeness to those of us on this side of the veil. To walk away from the requirements of the family system is almost unheard of in either Barkey or Clouse lines, yet you are doing it, and this is how redemption comes.

Though your chosen life partnership thus far has been challenging, it is in service to you, for it asks you to do the same thing – leave a beloved other’s chosen pathway for you and walk your own. You are doing this with love, gentleness and grace in all arenas, and though you are on occasion angry, frustrated or overwhelmed, you do not make your choices from this place. He was right to try and give his family something more than he had in his parents’ cold, isolating house – opportunity for advancement. You have advanced because of leaving family land. Your children advanced and individuated because of their rather nomadic upbringing. So far communities on Earth have worked because of fealty to an exterior structure, but self fealty and the community built through that, from that, is where the Earth is headed.

This cat is similar to you, by the way, and to the men you prefer, for though you desire deep connection, you need incredible amounts of freedom as well, and will say no to love if you have to play by rules that keep you close to someone when you want to roam or think or commune with nature or to simply be alone. All the men you have chosen are relevant in your evolution, for each one asks you to work through this mystery and come out on the side of authenticity with zero sacrifice of self or personal values to make the relationship work. Peace at all costs is death to inner wisdom, inner truth, and often to the bond as well. Peace is not the point of a family, nor is belonging (though this can and often does happen) for many souls come in with specific and isolated lessons they wish to learn in the unit. Family offers the chance for elevation, and again, though this can come from support through roots and wings, very often elevation comes through willingness to leave the unit with all the conditioning and rules it gave, and image the self Creator God made you to be at your soul’s conception.

Always family is meant to call you back home to this home – the truth of yourself as found in Original Source. When this return happens, dead programming falls away, and life and life abundant comes. This, I believe, is the point and purpose of family. I trust you to hold what is right for you to keep, ponder through the questions, and lay down what you do not wish to carry. I love you. I am proud of you. My joy, blessing, and belief rest on you. Happy Halloween, Steph.

On Body and Weight with Metatron

October 24, 2024

Welcome, Daughter. You are cute coming in with childlike energy, childlike joy, bouncing on a trampoline to the Rainbow Bridge, then sliding down. One of the things you feel in The Ethers is lighter. The force of gravity pulls down, weighs down, keeps you grounded from without as opposed to from within, and though it is helpful to you and the planet, it is a hard energy for you to engage with. You prefer lightness of frame, lightness of whatever body you possess, lightness of spirit. Even in times of trial, you are The Joyous, believing all things carry opportunity to rise up, carry purpose, carry divine spark for a turn to happen, a change to come at any moment. This is lovely, light spreading, and sometimes keeps you in unaligned spaces, for you continue believing change can come if you just wait. It is not naivety, nor is it foolishness. You carry deep faith toward God that He works miracles and that you are favored by Him, so He will work miracles for you. This is also a deep true truth, yet many times the miracle takes place within you when you see and embrace a total paradigm shift.

Shall we retire to my office, sit before the fire and share a drink? Food and drink are very important to you in this incarnation, for they keep you solidly tethered to a body you would often prefer to leave behind. The wrestling you do with the way sustenance hurts your stomach is good for you. Your body is not a lesser part of your totality. It is wise and correct to consider, meet, care for her needs, wishes and desires. You are not at war with yourself even a little bit. You are learning to love, nurture, care for all layers of self. The body is not less than the Spirit, and any who label it as such are false prophets. The body does not need to come into submission to either mind or spirit. It is a holy vehicle meant to guide you on your journey through the Shadowlands in the same way all of your etheric fields does. There is wisdom carried in the DNA, vast amounts of information in the cells, the possibility for regeneration in the blood. The soul is ever on a journey of growth and becoming. Bodies are chosen with thought and intention to be part of this.

So then, in regard to your specific body, your gallbladder is weak and has never produced enough bile. It does not concentrate to a high power, causing fruit and vegetables to be easiest for your system to digest. Modern carbohydrates are not your friend, for they are too heavily processed to contain enough nutrition. More than energy through calories, your body desires nutrition for cells. The bandwidth of your processing capacity is limited. Anything of low nutritional value is kept out of cells and immediately stored as fat. Fruit, vegetable, meat, nut, seeds and some dairy are benefic for you. Fermented foods are also your friends. You can make any choices you wish, Daughter, but you have fought with your physicality almost all your life for varying reasons and you are ready to lay self war down. This is good for you, good for the Earth you live on, good for the collective economy you are part of. You will feel more like yourself in a week or two. Thank you for your time and attention. I smile that you feel dismissed from class. You have always been a joy to teach, and I am proud to have you as my student. Go in peace, Daughter of the Light. Joy is on the way.