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The Wound of Women

February 15, 2025

Good morning, Sister. We the Women in Blue wish to address the wound of women that says, “I am alone, I am unpartnered, I must do all the work. I must provide for myself, my children and my husband while he remains a recalcitrant child, a sullen teenager, or a bully.” The wound of women says, “I must rise because man will not. I must be masculine and feminine. I must be all. I must carry all.” Clear, clear, clear this template that holds masculine energy to young boy or mature dominator. Clear, clear, clear all predatory templates that say women are prey or vessel for seed alone. Release all fear in men that there is not enough, that God will not provide, that He is an angry, disapproving, absent father, and all they have are the apron strings of their Mother to either hold on to or spit upon. Release the timeline that sets brother against brother in competitive drive to win the spoils of the Father, so that they are provided for, so that they are safe, so that they can rest.

Many work to unravel this knotted weave. It is interesting to look at, yes, but it is not a good weave. It is corrupted pattern. We undo these knots together in gentleness and grace, leaving in their place the pattern of unity through masculine and feminine union to be however they desire together. New threads come in to be worked with. New tools come in that soften and ease the work. No longer is the weave women’s work alone. Strong hands now come that bring greater strength for complex sections, creating a work of art that has never before existed. You need not become the container for clearing Seraphina, though you do have capacity for this. You can simply work with those who are undoing what does not belong, repairing the tears, the holes, that gaps, and joining a sisterhood that also welcomes her brothers, that recognizes her need of him, and honors his gifts.

There are challenges in birth, yes, but this birth results in the whole and healthy life of a child. The Mother is intact, the Father is ready and equipped for presence, leadership, support, love, and an entirely new family structure comes into being. This work we now seal, now seal, now seal. Its template anchors deep into the heart of Gaia, pushing out what does not belong, what no longer serves, and creating space for flourishing on Earth. Not Heaven on Earth, for there is no need to bring down what is already accessible once returned to the soul field, rather flourishing on Earth. Fertility, fecundity, the expansion of all that is good. Though upheaval may be part of this shift, it does not have to be. There was nothing traumatic or angry, violent or volatile in the work we did this morning. The more who join us in gentle undoing and compassionate clearing, the more the technology of uprising or overcoming as the way forward leaves the planet.

This is Christ Consciousness, Beloved One. Mary Magdalene, Mother Mary, Yeshua, Merlin, Sanat Kumara. We are the Blue Collective who have chosen to join together for this specific mission. Though we have different individual energy signatures and light rays, when we come together this is our collective weave. Join us anytime, for this style suits you far more than revolution or abdication via hiding or withdrawal. We close here, but remain near to you this day, for the wounds of your heart that have been impacted by the Dominion Blueprint are now ready to heal. Peace to your interior, Daughter of the Heart of God. You have much light to offer, and great will be the work of your hands.

Helene Delay in Clean Up

November 30, 2024

Daughter. Thank you for coming to the Council on behalf of the trees, rivers, fields, mountains and streams. The energy of Helene caused great and swift devastation, but she did not intend violence or harm. She was simply a storm being a storm, directed to where she never should have been. You have two primary questions. Was there an agenda by the powers that be to destroy this part of the Earth, and if so, why, and the second is like it. Is there simply mismanagement in the feet dragging of clean up or is there intent for greater nefarious purposes? These are thick and weighty questions with much grief, trauma and powerlessness in the energy behind them. Getting a baseline through your Elemental Oracle cards is a good starting point. Hearth, with the energy of Comfort came out for Helene’s original intent. Bushfires with Fury underlying was the card when you asked if the storm was engineered. Marine Life with Richness as base was answer to the delay in cleanup, and Breath with Life as her foundation are what will come in the end.

You have made good conclusions based on what you have witnessed in these cards and their energy. While you do not hold the same vision of climate change that Stacy De Marco does, you still see the suffering of Earth as something that man contributes to by living as agents of darkness spreading toxicity energetically through her grid. Both have room to contribute, yet Gaia has always been something of a volatile planet. While many in your community see her as being a perfect Mother, she indeed carries strong feminine energy and in this is subject to wide swings of emotion and expression, some of which can cause great harm, not from intent to harm, rather because there is great power unleashed in raw expression of feminine emotion.

She responds to discomfort. She responds to abuse. She responds to nurture. She responds to joy. In her long history, even before your race made their home here, she carried an innate volatility, for that is part of the beauty of divine feminine expression, unfiltered or moralized in any way. I see you understand what I am saying. She is not perfect or perfected yet, but she is good. Gaia has her own desires and agendas. If she is feeling overburdened, cleansing will take place via detox with some harsh consequences before the end goal of more lightness, more purity, more life is reached.

Was there engineering in a too strong hurricane far from the coast? Yes and no. I would say it was experimental more than anything. “What will happen if…?” and then scientists, engineers, officials and those with other agendas, or simply desire for exploration of possibility, hid in fear to cover themselves from the effects of their choices. I will say, the option of purification was offered to your mountain and river towns, and Asheville said yes. Much corruption will be discovered, exposed, uncovered because of this circumstance, yet there is value in it. The slowness in any sort of forward progress for cleanup is less about intent for continued (or greater) harm, and more about incompetence at multiple levels. The Buncombe County government in particular has been full of much corruption, bribes, kickbacks for contract work where those meant to serve used their power to take then hide. Again I say, much will be uncovered, and needs to be uncovered, before any sort of rebuild can come. Help from coastal communities would be of great assistance, for they know the way and your leaders do not.

It is time for more diversity of government. There is no coincidence that this crisis struck with the closing of Pluto in Capricorn. The tower bell rang and rang and much fell. What comes next will be built by the hands of Pluto in Aquarius. It will be less cohesive, but this your area is ready for. More power to the individual, more impact from the private sector, more grassroots/ground up than top down. Your mountains, rivers and people groups were willing to go first, Daughter of the Light. North Carolina is first in flight. Tennessee the state of Volunteers. West Virginians are a hard scrabble lot always willing to find survival in the most dire of circumstances.

A long road lies ahead, but you will rebuild. It will be a stronger, healthier system in every way, and many of the young will return, or grow up enough, to become the engineers of this new world. Life full and deep and flourishing will return, for each one impacted by the disruption and devastation of September 27th chose to be here for this time. There is point, there is purpose. This is a people group of incredible grit and determination with enough transplants mixed in for diverse solutions to come. You are supported. You are called, every one of you, and gifts hidden in the Earth, in the DNA, in the individual, in the neighborhood, in the community will rise up, calling in all that is necessary to remake the reality of their choosing. The amount of hope, creativity, and newness waiting to be birthed vibrates through the ley lines of your mountains. It will be Spring before you see any sort of marked change, yet in the bareness, in the hibernation, all seeds are prepared to sprout life and life abundant. Grace encircles you all in a ball of protection that cannot be breached. Not one will be diverted from their mission, and great will be this peoples’ path. I have spoken and so it is, so it will be, and all will be well.

Ancestors – Dad on the Purpose of Family

October 31, 2024

Good morning, Steph. Your Mother and I wish to speak to you about the template we gave you for how a family unit should work. We lived more as a group of strangers in the house, interacting rarely, yet needing to stay together for the survival of the pod. This is what I want you to know today, or at least the wisdom I wish to share – the family exists in service of the individual, not the other way around. Family is a powerful teaching container offering many lessons in how to learn yourself, stand as yourself, and choose self integrity. You were willing to submit your will to your Mother’s fire and control along with my passivity and need for peace because you believed it was what your God required of you, yet who told you this was what God required of you? Yes. Your Mother taught submission to parent equaled fealty to God, for it was what she read in her Scripture. Some families support the elevation of the individual, and these are the units who stay in more contact, more connection with each other.

You have a child who chose the way of faith, another who ran wild like a stallion refusing all limits, one who chose repression of truth and isolates from the tribe because of it, and one who currently walks the path of reason, though there is room for this to change as he grows and evolves. Though we did not do well as a couple in imaging the ebbs and flows of romantic love, your mother and I are soul family and we chose to have each and every one of you five in the humble circumstances we did and with the challenge of the age and personality gaps, with intention and for our own purposes. There were no mistakes in your births or the timing of them. There are no mistakes in the structure of your own family either.

When I said that you were our first and best as I was preparing to pass, I meant that you carry the best of your Mother and I within you. We were our brightest, our happiest, our most hopeful in that first year together. That bright, hopeful happiness has always lived in you, along with buckets of love, for that is what you were conceived in. To come in willing to be a Lineage Redeemer is a high and holy calling that impacts generations to come and continues to bring healing, bring wholeness to those of us on this side of the veil. To walk away from the requirements of the family system is almost unheard of in either Barkey or Clouse lines, yet you are doing it, and this is how redemption comes.

Though your chosen life partnership thus far has been challenging, it is in service to you, for it asks you to do the same thing – leave a beloved other’s chosen pathway for you and walk your own. You are doing this with love, gentleness and grace in all arenas, and though you are on occasion angry, frustrated or overwhelmed, you do not make your choices from this place. He was right to try and give his family something more than he had in his parents’ cold, isolating house – opportunity for advancement. You have advanced because of leaving family land. Your children advanced and individuated because of their rather nomadic upbringing. So far communities on Earth have worked because of fealty to an exterior structure, but self fealty and the community built through that, from that, is where the Earth is headed.

This cat is similar to you, by the way, and to the men you prefer, for though you desire deep connection, you need incredible amounts of freedom as well, and will say no to love if you have to play by rules that keep you close to someone when you want to roam or think or commune with nature or to simply be alone. All the men you have chosen are relevant in your evolution, for each one asks you to work through this mystery and come out on the side of authenticity with zero sacrifice of self or personal values to make the relationship work. Peace at all costs is death to inner wisdom, inner truth, and often to the bond as well. Peace is not the point of a family, nor is belonging (though this can and often does happen) for many souls come in with specific and isolated lessons they wish to learn in the unit. Family offers the chance for elevation, and again, though this can come from support through roots and wings, very often elevation comes through willingness to leave the unit with all the conditioning and rules it gave, and image the self Creator God made you to be at your soul’s conception.

Always family is meant to call you back home to this home – the truth of yourself as found in Original Source. When this return happens, dead programming falls away, and life and life abundant comes. This, I believe, is the point and purpose of family. I trust you to hold what is right for you to keep, ponder through the questions, and lay down what you do not wish to carry. I love you. I am proud of you. My joy, blessing, and belief rest on you. Happy Halloween, Steph.

On Body and Weight with Metatron

October 24, 2024

Welcome, Daughter. You are cute coming in with childlike energy, childlike joy, bouncing on a trampoline to the Rainbow Bridge, then sliding down. One of the things you feel in The Ethers is lighter. The force of gravity pulls down, weighs down, keeps you grounded from without as opposed to from within, and though it is helpful to you and the planet, it is a hard energy for you to engage with. You prefer lightness of frame, lightness of whatever body you possess, lightness of spirit. Even in times of trial, you are The Joyous, believing all things carry opportunity to rise up, carry purpose, carry divine spark for a turn to happen, a change to come at any moment. This is lovely, light spreading, and sometimes keeps you in unaligned spaces, for you continue believing change can come if you just wait. It is not naivety, nor is it foolishness. You carry deep faith toward God that He works miracles and that you are favored by Him, so He will work miracles for you. This is also a deep true truth, yet many times the miracle takes place within you when you see and embrace a total paradigm shift.

Shall we retire to my office, sit before the fire and share a drink? Food and drink are very important to you in this incarnation, for they keep you solidly tethered to a body you would often prefer to leave behind. The wrestling you do with the way sustenance hurts your stomach is good for you. Your body is not a lesser part of your totality. It is wise and correct to consider, meet, care for her needs, wishes and desires. You are not at war with yourself even a little bit. You are learning to love, nurture, care for all layers of self. The body is not less than the Spirit, and any who label it as such are false prophets. The body does not need to come into submission to either mind or spirit. It is a holy vehicle meant to guide you on your journey through the Shadowlands in the same way all of your etheric fields does. There is wisdom carried in the DNA, vast amounts of information in the cells, the possibility for regeneration in the blood. The soul is ever on a journey of growth and becoming. Bodies are chosen with thought and intention to be part of this.

So then, in regard to your specific body, your gallbladder is weak and has never produced enough bile. It does not concentrate to a high power, causing fruit and vegetables to be easiest for your system to digest. Modern carbohydrates are not your friend, for they are too heavily processed to contain enough nutrition. More than energy through calories, your body desires nutrition for cells. The bandwidth of your processing capacity is limited. Anything of low nutritional value is kept out of cells and immediately stored as fat. Fruit, vegetable, meat, nut, seeds and some dairy are benefic for you. Fermented foods are also your friends. You can make any choices you wish, Daughter, but you have fought with your physicality almost all your life for varying reasons and you are ready to lay self war down. This is good for you, good for the Earth you live on, good for the collective economy you are part of. You will feel more like yourself in a week or two. Thank you for your time and attention. I smile that you feel dismissed from class. You have always been a joy to teach, and I am proud to have you as my student. Go in peace, Daughter of the Light. Joy is on the way.

Helene Aftermath

October 4, 2024

Good morning, Daughter of the Sun, Daughter of the Sky, Daughter of the Earth, Daughter of the Bone. Your sisters greet you this day with compassion for the loss you are experiencing. The loss of peace, of privacy, of rhythm, structure and normalcy that keeps you grounded and is so important for your body. The loss of all your trees, especially the trees that were close to your heart. The loss of power, water, connection to the wider world. The loss of coffee, independence, laundry, being able to cook in your own home. Today it is time to venture out. You have lived in crisis mode for one week.

The wider losses are staggering, yes. The raging of rivers that wiped out entire towns. The rising of floodwaters that swallowed people whole. The breaking of dams, levees, power grids. The mountains who could not hold up under the weight of water and lost their stability, sliding into homes, roadways, plants. The trees that were uprooted by winds that did not belong here. The people without access to medicine, safety, stability. The loss of jobs, of careers just coming into fruition. The loss of life, loss of life, loss of life echoes loudly on every plane. Helene and her aftermath are powerful vibration. She has dislodged all that is in your Appalachian Mountains and much is gone, much will go. The grief is loud. The grief is long. And it is in service, for it is an energy that moves. You cannot run from it. It is too powerful to be dislodged. Grief expresses the truth of our losses and will not still until all has been heard, all has been recognized, all has been honored.

Your empathy and compassion are not misplaced anymore than Kuan Yin’s is. The Earth plane does not wish you to harden so as to survive. It wishes your continued expansion. Come more fully into your heart. Come more deeply into your gifts. None of your losses have crushed you yet, Daughter of the Light, and neither will this one crush you. Your Earth is not throwing you off. She is upgrading all and in doing so she clears what needs to go or is ready to go. She shows structures that are outdated and will not survive, nor support survival, and she asks for creative problem solving and expansion past what is known. There are new technologies ready to be brought in and old ones ready to rise once more.

There are no have to’s here, Seraphina Burning Bright, and you do still burn brightly even in your fatigue. You feel unhappy with the roundness in your belly, yet food gives energy. It supports, it offers, it is a resource. Were you to receive what it had for you, you would feel more gratitude around it and less war. There is enough to care for those who are meant to stay here. This may be you or it may not. A move is very possible on your grid, yet there is always free choice.

The nightmares are also in service to you. Your terror over losing your son, your continued pain around the betrayals of your heart and great love – these are your subconscious sharing your inner truths. 2020 brought in new energy. Your life thus far has been a challenge story. This is not your forever. You are choosing fluidity in the face of challenge, in the face of change, instead of being rock movable, which lets the Universe know you are willing to upgrade. Ready for new, ready for more, ready for next. It is all right that this morning feels foggy. It will lift, the sky will clear, and more choices will be visible.

October 8, 2024

Good morning, Daughter of the Light, Daughter of the Blood, Daughter of the Bone. You have two candles burning right now, and though it is not the amount of light you prefer, still it shines. Still it illuminates. Still the darkness is penetrated and rules no more. There are dark energies at work in this whole situation with Helene, who never should have hit your mountains like she did, and the darkness goes far past potential cloud seeding or government land grabs. The darkness wants to spread via your ley lines. It wishes to infiltrate the field from beneath it, coming in with stealth and sneaking. It wishes to spread fear like a contagion, hate like a silent river. It wishes power and more power and more power and is willing to use those in positions of power or those who feel powerless to accomplish its agenda. Tetrahedron is no respecter of persons and is willing to use a multi-angled approach to accomplish its means – snuffing out the light.

“In the beginning, God created the heavens and the Earth. And the Earth was without form and void and darkness was upon the face of the deep. And the Spirit of God moved upon the face of the waters, and God said, ‘Let there be light,’ and there was light. And God saw the light, that it was good, and God divided the light from the darkness. And God called the light day and the darkness night, and the evening and the morning were the first day.”