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Build From Love, Not From Fear

September 28, 2023

Conversation with a Primary Guide in the Records

Walk with me, Dear One. Where shall we go today? (Somewhere new.) Somewhere new it is. You do well to advocate for that boy. To recognize that those in positions of power and rule enforcement can, and oftentimes should, be challenged. I will pave the way for your boys to be heard should they choose to undertake the mission. This is a good use of your power and leadership; that you do honor the structure of laws that prevent anarchy, but always see the being is far more valuable than the structure. “Rigid rules made by man that benefit who?” You prefer a system of free agency where everyone does what is right, good, and true. Is there a world where this thing exists uncorrupted by beings or lower life forms? Yes, indubitably so. Is it the planet you reside on currently? Hell no. Look. We have arrived. (A green glass looking city. Towering, beautiful buildings reminiscent of Oz. People coming and going tall, lovely, gentle.)

This is your world, Seraphina. Oh, not the one you come from. That is old and past. This is the New World of your making, the world of your choosing. Green glass signals purity of heart, purity of thought, purity of action with motives for love, from love. You see a world where the very structure of things – buildings, ideas, rules of engagement, systems and theories, food, drink, work, service, art, creation, relationship, everything! – is built from the highest vibration and all flourish in it. You love the natural world. Trees, flowers, creatures, rocks, sky. These fuel and nourish your soul and its gentleness. But a city? In its bustling with life (art, culture, theatre, music, food, drink, cacophony, but perfectly wonderful in sound) in this you come alive.

Cities on your Blue Planet carry these things, yes, but in the crush of the melting pot, they also carry danger. Threats. The seedy underbelly that cannot only exist in the shadows but also thrive in a way it never could in the countryside, for there is much to feed on. The absence of Feeders, and the presence of life from the highest vibration – this is your Emerald City. This is your Jade World. I see your quick, quick mind run ahead remembering every YA novel you have read, where what starts with one being’s desire to create utopia turns to dystopia before you see it coming.

How would your world be any different? My little Author, my vibrant Way With Words Storyteller, it would be different because your baseline creative structure, every atom making the building blocks of your world, is from love, for love, and not from fear. Anything that begins with, “I am afraid, so….” is destined to fail. Perhaps fail is too strong a word…. No. I don’t believe it is. Any structure built on “fear of” is destined to come crashing down, for the manifestation of the future has already been set in what you do not want. What you are running from, healing from, protecting yourself from. “I do not want this thing,” as opposed to, “I do want this thing.”

Build your world, Beautiful Girl. Build your city, My Shining One. From the blocks of all you are and all you want, build your new life. This is not a false spirituality or an intentional self-gaslighting where you avoid what is or pretend the dark and hungry things do not exist. They do exist. You know this. They are simply no longer part of your fractal and transform to light in the power of love. What is love? Love believes for the best, hopes for the best, and does not try to set up outcomes. Love trusts its world. It trusts its goodness. It trusts its Source. I must confess I am delighted with your understanding of my teachings and how they resonate for you, bringing both joy and clarity. I long to be of service to you, Dear One (this trait we share) and find joy when concepts connect as opposed to collide. I will ask for assistance for your voice today and believe with you from love, for love. From Highest Good, for Highest Good.

Do We Rescue or Redeem the Earth?

September 9, 2023

Good morning, our Starflower. Today we would like to talk with you about this rescuer imprint you carry and what it means to be a redeemer. Rescue – to free from confinement, danger or evil vs Redeemer – one who redeems. To buy back, repurchase. To get or win back.

Rescue carries salvific themes. Redeem carries a return to original intent, original order. They are similar concepts, yet also very far apart in the work that they are. We would say you are a Rescuer more than a Redeemer. So willing to invest all of yourself and your vast inner and outer resources to save someone from harm, from pain, from the dark, from themselves, from the system. You are a friend of Earth and desire to see her return to the vibration of love, for that vibration did once exist here and you can feel its echo calling for return. This is why we would say you are intended to carry the Redeemer Thread as part of your weaving over that of Rescuer. It is not that rescue is always inappropriate. There is high and holy calling for the souls of those who choose this pathway. It is simply not your pathway, though our mountain goat is more than capable of climbing to reach the impossible.

You are here to enact a return to love. To buy back what has been lost or stolen or given away in exchange for the far lesser gifts of greed, power, and money hunger. This voracious appetite cannot be assuaged, no matter how much it consumes, and it desires to devour your Blue Planet and every good resource on it. Once this is complete, the Feeders will come and consume what is left – the pain, the fear, the absolute desolation of the selves of those who chose this fractal and brought about the demise of the homosapien race. This is where you come in. This is where you stand. Not in rescue from all that is going “wrong,” rather in overcoming the ill vibration by vibrating in tandem with the original heartbeat of Mother Earth, and her true frequency is love.

Buy back love. Return to love. This is who you are, Vessel of Love. Who you choose to be in this incarnation. Who you have always chosen to be in every incarnation on every planet you have frequented or called home. The truest expression of all created things is from love, for love. One day those who incarnated to Rescue will rescue no more, for the Redeemers will have bought back the original blueprint. Once it begins being built, those who have come for war, those warriors who fight for light, and the well-being of all, particularly the innocent younglings, they will receive new upgrades. Your vision of the Archangel Michael laying down his sword and tending a garden was a beautiful example of this truth.

Rescue is too small a task for you. You have spent lifetimes preparing for this great and global work – the ushering in of a New World Order. You love the Earth, and the Earth loves you. You tend to the Earth and the Earth tends you. You feed the Earth and the Earth feeds you. You are called, you are blessed, you are chosen, you are capable, you are equipped. This is the work of Highest Destiny, and you will achieve it. And so it is. We love you, our Bright Starflower. We venerate you, our Amazonian Queen. You are not here to sacrifice yourself or your light for the collective or any one person or people group in it. You are here to shine your light so brightly the darkness retreats from it, and love will be your home. Go in peace and enjoy the time with your son. He is a being worthy of you.

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Barbed Wire Relationship

August 11, 2023

Good morning, Dear One. You are frustrated about your lover again and it is weighing on your auric field. This man child takes up so much space for you. When he is caring well for you, it is a positive impact. When his treatment is poor, it is a less resourceful impact, but always it is much. This is a combination of the ways your energies merge (you are under his skin as well) how you love, your soul patterning, and the roller coaster of harmony or not. Let us call in a relationship guide who may be able to assist.

What feels like a medicine man steps forward, inspects the bond, then he says, “There is much toxicity in this connection. Powerful. The vines that were once green and young, flexible and full of possibility for where growth could go, have become thick. Hardened. Woody. Breakable. Strong storms tear them down, but it is a deeply rooted tree and shoots form yet again. However, the source is not healthy. Contaminated by jealousies, insecurity towards self and the other, bitterness, unforgiveness, pain of all kinds. This could have been transformed if you were both willing to drink the medicine down to the roots, but you are not both willing.

This is your dear friend, yet his barbs pierce you often. The punctures become infected and never heal because they are unseen by him. They wish to be witnessed in order to heal. Acknowledged. You are his true love and treasure, yet when he reaches for you, his barbed self pierces you. What is to be done about this? What is to be done? One of you must change, and of their own free will. You must harden or he must soften. You must grow a second skin armor to endure his barbs, or he must choose a new costume. You try to sand away his rough edges so you can come close to him without being hurt. He comes near you and does not understand why you are turning from him. You want him to lay the barbed wire costume down and be the softness he is without it, but if this is the protection he has chosen to make his way through the world, who are you to say he must lay it down, choose the needs of the relationship, choose to meet your needs?

If this barbed man chooses himself in ways that make him unapproachable or wounding, it is on you to either ask him to change for the survival of the relationship, or to walk away and choose more fit partners. It is not viable for you to find some way to not be injured. When human flesh wraps round barbed wire, or vice versa, the wire is not harmed – flesh is. He has always looked like this, at least for as long as you have known him. It was you coming closer and closer that has caused the change, for you now feel the impact as you try to cross the fence and get to the man it is protecting. What you see in him is true. Your vision is clear, and you are not confused or reading him wrong. Your wounds are true. They come from the one you love. They are given with intention, meant to keep you out. You keep asking him to see how his barbs are hurting you, to care that he is injuring you with them when all you have ever done is love him, and though he does not say anything to you, if he was willing it would be, ‘Good. The structure is doing its job then, sending you back, keeping you out.’

Your partner wants love, yes, but from a distance. His truest desire in the now is self protection. You cannot change this, nor should you desire to impinge on his free choice. Is the plane of love better than the plane of isolation? Yes, this is undisputed. And he does not belong to you. You alone belong to you. You do not have someone working with you for the good of the relationship, or even someone who can be concerned with your good. This is the medicine – acceptance. Whether you stay close or walk away is your free choice. I am not uncaring, unfeeling. I do have gentleness towards you. But your well-being has not been fully served by the gentleness of your Guides here. I desire the evolution of all who want to rise, and you, Dear Child, very much want to rise. I have said what I will say. The rest is up to you. You now have the strength and wisdom to apply these truths to receive this medicine. Your wounds will heal and the lesson of trying to merge flesh with wire will stay with you. If ever you meet it again, you will recognize and run. I have spoken and so it is.”

The Dawning of a New Age

July 8, 2023 – The Dawning of a New Age

What does the concept of a new age mean for me and my soul? What you see in the dawning of the New Age is akin to your Thousand Year Reign of Christ as told in your ancient scriptures. A time not of heaven on Earth necessarily, but more a return to Eden. A physically embodied return to the garden, where harmony returns to the Earth, humans walk in it, wars and famine and all hostilities cease, and God walks in your midst.

Is there some special reason why my soul chose to Incarnate at this time? (I feel laughter here because the Record Keepers find this question merry making, for bringing about/playing a part in this new age is the reason I have come.) Yes, that is true. This possibility of Kumandra is the highest resonance of your soul. You long for other beings to know not just peace in the ethers, but peace on Earth, goodwill toward man as you once knew it on your planet. If humans could procreate from that place, and the Earth could support this new frequency for just a few generations (or for millennia) the cost would be worth it for you.

Have I been present for any of the previous alignments with the galactic center? Yes, of course you have! This is where your soul flourishes and what it desires to bring about – the alignment of all things.

What was this like for me? Weighty, heavy, disappointing. The energies of transformation and soul DNA upgrading do not hold well on Earth. It is not a pipe dream, but it is a long shot. You died without seeing the fruit you had hoped for, but your soul was still excited for the learning received about what did not work and what might. This reads like one long experiment in your field, and you do not mind getting your hands dirty in research on the ground.

Do I have hopes personally for myself in a New Age? This is a good question. We see your hopes being more caught up in a return to harmony for all rather than carrying notes of individuation. You have felt this separateness and carried individuation for millennia now. A return to oneness (not homogeny, for you love the varied expression in all things) serves you personally. To work your garden as a Wise Woman would bring you much joy. Children free to laugh and play and be would bring you much completion. Creativity expressed safely via differing expressions of artistry, not insulated behind closed doors but on display through process, would feel like a return to home for you. Both your soul and body know there are zero guarantees here, yet the possibility is worth dedicating lifetimes to. You ARE an explorer. A Risk With Hope Taker, not a Foolish Risk Taker. Your belief in aligned action to bring about a highest destiny while still incarnated is testament to your origins, the long line of ascended beings who come before you, and whose lineage you bridge.

Are there any fears or beliefs I can release today that would be in my best and highest good? Time is not running out. There is a sense of urgency, for in time limited fields, the needed action is quite near. You are doing what is necessary to learn, remember, train, prepare. You will be ready when the time comes. We would recommend not picturing yourself as any sort of Cosmic Sacrifice. Though you have chosen this before, we see you as a Cosmic Supporter and encourage you to rise up into your calling. The days of shrinking yourself or annihilating yourself to be someone else’s freedom or life or wholeness or chance are gone. The past version of you as Sacrificial Saint is over, not intended to return, never to return. She has served her purpose, and the call of the gods is higher into the next vibration of calling up. Stepping into power instead of laying it down. This is something of a challenge for you (yes, you are absolutely practicing this in your nearest relationships) but you have just the training ground needed and are progressing quite well. Beautifully really. This is what we have to say today. “Keep on keepin’ on!” Haha. We support you in this effort, Bridge Builder. Many will cross from the work of your hands and giftings of your soul. All is well. All will be well.

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What Is Prayer?

June 20, 2023

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Home from two weeks of travel. Exhausted body, heart, mind and spirit. Feelings of being so alone and unsupported, unpaired, unprotected, and energetically immersed in other people’s stuff – like this quagmire is holding me stuck that I am fighting to get through but not making much progress out of. What needs to happen so I can move forward? This needs to happen, Dear One. The quagmire of being stuck is come to show you how aligned you are with other people’s realities instead of your own. Your open emotional center is opening you to (and expanding your awareness of) other people’s stuff, and the other people you have been immersed in these past two weeks are not joyous. There are many entities clinging to your family, and many bitternesses welcome in the other family. These are the things you are currently drowning in.

How do I become clear of these things and come back into my own ecosystem again? Prayer is good. Prayer to release, prayer to forgive. Prayer to separate from, prayer to bless. Prayer to heal, prayer to be free.

What is prayer? That is a good question. The purity of prayer has been very corrupted in your churches, and its power severely diluted. Prayer is not pleading with the Divine for something it is unwilling to give but perhaps through your penitent pursuit it will deliver. Prayer is alignment with the Divine through speaking aligned words into the cosmos, into the air, into the soul. Prayer is the direction of your energy toward that which is good, right, and true, or what will bring about that which is good, right, and true.

Will you clear with me, assist me with words, as I pray now? To the ancestors known and unknown, I honor your work in the world and all you were that has brought about my being. I am happy for your happiness. I am sad for your sadness. I bless your soul on its journey and wish you peace in every way. May you find joy. May you find redemption. May you know self forgiveness. May you be free to live in the fullness of your beautiful Divinity. Your time has come and gone. I am hereby released from any bonds, contracts, agreements of choice, or force to be your lineage redeemer. I am a powerful one yes, but still just one. This collective work belongs to us together. That which is reciprocal and given for the highest good of all, including me, I receive. All that is or comes from anything but the highest good of all determined through divine love, light, and truth, I hereby release.

I release all fear, all dark power, all permeability, all collective injustice. All victimhood, powerlessness, blaming, shaming. All poverty, lack, scarcity, fighting for survival. All dogma, false charm, exaggerated importance. All violence, stealing, deceit, sneaking, fox in the hen house, burglary, racketeering, profiting at another’s expense. All deep, deep sadness leading to despair, all imbalance in the masculine and feminine, all increase in inequality, all limiting relationships. All fear of money, fear of power, fear of individuality, fear of bonding, fear of intimacy, fear of reproduction, fear of pleasure, fear of sex. All asceticism, purging through pain, all hatred of the body, of oneself, of another. All rage against the Divine, the cosmos, the Earth, its creatures. All suffering via cancer and heart issues and issues of the lymph and endocrine system. All war, all hatred, all abuse of self and others, all repudiation of the Earth’s good bounty. All mental illness, imbalance, lack of clarity, all emotional stifling or raging or overexpression, all dark nights of the soul that do not pass. These things I let go now, and hereby separate myself from. For the ways these have served and preserved, I thank you. For the ways they have intended good or survival, I thank you. For the ways these intended harm I bless and release and send to the highest good.

I, Stephanie Curtis, step into the light of the Divine where all things are possible. I move into the love of the Divine and I open my heart center. I choose to live every moment in the grace of the Divine with an open heart and a peaceful mind. I know forgiveness makes this possible. Today I forgive and release all pain known and unknown through all levels of my being, through all times and all dimensions for the highest good of all (all jealousy, revenge, treachery. All lying, cheating, stealing, particularly in close relationships. All abuse of the other to protect or exalt self.) I bless and release all illusions of wrongness. I lift up my eyes and see myself and others as pure reflections of Divine light and love. It is done, it is done, it is done. Amen.