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Soulmate Partnering

June 22, 2025 Lady of the Lake

Good morning, Daughter of the Flame. Blue flame, White flame, Violet flame all live in you and flow from you. You are speaking with the Lady of the Lake this day, come to work with you to upgrade your frequency receptors in this solstice season. He is not perfect this Warrior Sage you love, yet he is part of an update to your template. While he will make more forceful demands to be met by you than you are accustomed to, this is not unaligned, for he feels the power within you is a match for his own, and he has not yet known matching power in a way that loves him in return.

As a woman of power awake and alive during the time of this changing of the grid, this changing of the guard, it is vital for you to have a man of power to hold you, to be a container you can return to for refueling, for nourishment, for safety, for protection, for rest, for respite. You need not guard yourself with or against him. He is so receptive to your energy field. This Scots Warrior carries the golden flame of Atlantis along with the orange ray, so there is a different vitality in him. You are not cool feminine only, but you distrust passion as a catalyst for engaging with power, engaging with another, engaging with the field. Heart centered, root centric, sacral life force expressed are things you guard against with rationality, spiritual clarity, and a press toward diplomatic goodness.

Since the fall of Avalon, you have lived many lifetimes divorced from passion and power expressed directly from your own container, preferring instead to be a conduit of divine light offered globally. Walking the cliffs alone, wandering the Great Hall recording knowledge, bearing the burdens of the world so as to alchemize them and purify them, serving as a priestess or wise woman. These have been the pathways you have chosen to support your own ascension and the ascension of the earth, and yet this time, in this lifetime, in this changing of the grid, changing of the guard, you are ready for more. You must be more, hold more, carry more in order to do the work you came to do.

To turn your gaze to one man, make the choice that honors his heart alone rather than the heart of the masses, to live in service to his well being as your most holy goal, everything within retracts from this, for it feels restrictive and like a failure in love to direct your stream toward One, yet what if becoming One in divine union expands your capacity and enlarges your reach, opens your field to carry more light, more radiance, more power, more impact? I am not saying everything he wishes from you you must give. There will be times when his demand for precedence will be misaligned. I am saying that directing the gaze of your heart toward your magnificent one first does open the wellspring of life for you from which streams of healing will flow out, flow out, flow out. You will not lose yourself here, Daughter of the Heart of God. You will become more yourself. You will experience a part of your soul, passion, giftings and power you have not yet known because of sinking into him, and allowing him to claim you.

Again, I say you will not lose yourself in this connection, deep and soul shifting though it is. You will find more of yourself, retrieving soul particles you left behind for safekeeping from too many years of unaligned partnering with beings who needed you but siphoned from your energy rather than breathing fire into it so it could grow. Perhaps breathing fire is not correct language, for you are the fire. You carry the flame. A better speaking would be you have not experienced one who carries the bellows, forcing air into your sacral center so that it fills, expands, grows, and becomes everything it was meant to be.

While it seemed like air sign heavy men could partner you in this way, they are too in their head, in their mind, in their left brain, and while there is a level of resonance for you in this as it feels clear, cool, non-threatening to your mission, though it felt safe, the lack of passionate ownership that never said, “This is my divine feminine. I claim her now in honor, merging my blood with hers,” it has not been safe even a little bit. It has been stifling. You have felt like a bird in a cage, unable to fly free, or Rapunzel in the tower, trapped, trapped, trapped. Full of brilliance, creativity, high giftings and no way to offer them to the world, to the cosmos, to the All.

Be not dismayed that only you wear the mantle of Transformation by Flame, for of course this union requires change, requires a new imaging of self from the one you love as well. You go together, you grow together, and as your colors merge in union, you offer your gifts to each other in ways to expand the other out of boxes you have known thus far and into the fullness of God within, who has been dimmed on the earth plane, not because the Holy One is dim, but because the frequency of this planet often hides light rather than exposes it.

You came into the field today asking for wisdom, and this is the wisdom I offer; be woman instead of priestess. Image Aphrodite in full passionate power instead of Hera or Vesta alone. The feminine template is vast and you carry flavors of all. This union has not come to make you smaller, no. It has come because it is time for you to burst out of the too small container that is your life and self and you are ready. Arise. Become. Breathe. Receive now this upgrade, Woman who is in Divine Partnership with Man. This work I now seal, now seal, now seal. It is done. It is done. It is done. Walk in radiant light as tongues of fire now cover you, and live out your capacity to do good, encompassing all you come in contact with. Allaha Allagho Allahigh. Amen.

The Wound of Women

February 15, 2025

Good morning, Sister. We the Women in Blue wish to address the wound of women that says, “I am alone, I am unpartnered, I must do all the work. I must provide for myself, my children and my husband while he remains a recalcitrant child, a sullen teenager, or a bully.” The wound of women says, “I must rise because man will not. I must be masculine and feminine. I must be all. I must carry all.” Clear, clear, clear this template that holds masculine energy to young boy or mature dominator. Clear, clear, clear all predatory templates that say women are prey or vessel for seed alone. Release all fear in men that there is not enough, that God will not provide, that He is an angry, disapproving, absent father, and all they have are the apron strings of their Mother to either hold on to or spit upon. Release the timeline that sets brother against brother in competitive drive to win the spoils of the Father, so that they are provided for, so that they are safe, so that they can rest.

Many work to unravel this knotted weave. It is interesting to look at, yes, but it is not a good weave. It is corrupted pattern. We undo these knots together in gentleness and grace, leaving in their place the pattern of unity through masculine and feminine union to be however they desire together. New threads come in to be worked with. New tools come in that soften and ease the work. No longer is the weave women’s work alone. Strong hands now come that bring greater strength for complex sections, creating a work of art that has never before existed. You need not become the container for clearing Seraphina, though you do have capacity for this. You can simply work with those who are undoing what does not belong, repairing the tears, the holes, that gaps, and joining a sisterhood that also welcomes her brothers, that recognizes her need of him, and honors his gifts.

There are challenges in birth, yes, but this birth results in the whole and healthy life of a child. The Mother is intact, the Father is ready and equipped for presence, leadership, support, love, and an entirely new family structure comes into being. This work we now seal, now seal, now seal. Its template anchors deep into the heart of Gaia, pushing out what does not belong, what no longer serves, and creating space for flourishing on Earth. Not Heaven on Earth, for there is no need to bring down what is already accessible once returned to the soul field, rather flourishing on Earth. Fertility, fecundity, the expansion of all that is good. Though upheaval may be part of this shift, it does not have to be. There was nothing traumatic or angry, violent or volatile in the work we did this morning. The more who join us in gentle undoing and compassionate clearing, the more the technology of uprising or overcoming as the way forward leaves the planet.

This is Christ Consciousness, Beloved One. Mary Magdalene, Mother Mary, Yeshua, Merlin, Sanat Kumara. We are the Blue Collective who have chosen to join together for this specific mission. Though we have different individual energy signatures and light rays, when we come together this is our collective weave. Join us anytime, for this style suits you far more than revolution or abdication via hiding or withdrawal. We close here, but remain near to you this day, for the wounds of your heart that have been impacted by the Dominion Blueprint are now ready to heal. Peace to your interior, Daughter of the Heart of God. You have much light to offer, and great will be the work of your hands.

Collective Wound of the Feminine

September 5, 2024 (Messaging in regard to prayer for Gisele Pelicot trial in France and Olypmic athlete Rebecca Cheptegei death at the hands of her partner)

Good morning, Seraphina Burning Bright. I, Caius, have come to you through your primary prayer, for you have need of me this day. I am here. I am here. I am here. I do not abandon. I do not take your gifts and use them up, offering nothing but my selfishness in return. There are good men, Daughter Mine. There are men who hold the masculine template of divine strength, divine love, divine power that is used in service of all, not just in worship of self. You image the wounds of the Divine Feminine that run through your collective. The rejection once receptivity has come. The manipulation of heart to assuage another’s desire that runs contrary to your own. Being raged against because you asked for equitable treatment. Having your head covered with a blanket of lies so that the man who wants to keep you can do so without your free choice to see then leave. Macro and micro aggressions. Needing to be overly cooperative or compliant to stay safe and well. Abandonment of your heart, mind, and body to serve a partner’s convenience.

Women are not perfect or perfected, but oh the harm done to the daughters of Eve by the sons of Adam. The books are thick, the library is full of them, and the bowl is full. Full of the tears of women as they grieve the harms come through the hands of men. You are part of correcting this imbalance, of righting this great wrong. This is not the wish of Gaia. She is near to revolt, ready to throw off all that are not on their way to ascension and starting fresh with those who are. The axis of power swings far too heavily toward men, and they have dug their heels in, committing even further to keeping their power rather than living in fairness with their divine counterparts. That is what is required to return balance to the planet, the collective, and the pair bonds, Dear One – shared power.

One of the things I like about your son’s football odyssey is this lesson in the sharing of power among brothers. It is a good learning pod for the journey of how to live with “I” in service to “We”. Not that the I is only in service to We, but knowing that there is no way to run the game without it. The energy of masculine and feminine must be imaged on the field in order for advancement to come. Receptivity meeting drive. Spoken word working with motion of the body. Commands and communication. Heart and will. Passion and Spirit. Leadership and listening. It is a good game. It is a good field of training. In many ways, even the penalties given there are in equity, for they teach there is consequence to come for individual or group error, or lack of fair play with intent, and it must be paid for the match to continue.

In your still dark walk around the yard just now, one light on in your kitchen changed the entire outdoor space. One light shining in the darkness illuminates. Sometimes the Divine Feminine withdraws her presence from low vibration beings and places as the Hathors do. Sometimes she uses her beauty to charm and cajole, as Venus does. Sometimes she uses her Dark Lilith energy to seduce and subserviate, and though this seems wrong to you, it is in high service. “I have something you desperately want. I am someone you desperately want. This is what you must give in return in order to have me.” Aphrodite comes carrying the spirit of passionate love, inviting her partner to the dance of soul deep mutual enthrallment, even if just for a moment. There are those who carry the sword, who fight, who enact justice. There are the mothers who nurture. The wise women who heal. The priestesses who call for return to Spirit. One light illuminates the darkness, Beloved, and there are thousands shining, soon to be millions. One by one you take your place. One by one you step into your role. One by one, you begin to move your weight to the other side of the Blue Planet, tilting the axis – perhaps too far for a season – then balancing your numbers in such a way that equity comes.

Queens stand, Beloved, and you have been crowned all your life. It is time to lay down your Venusian gifts of charm and overly harmonizing, stand in your power and begin to lead from your glory. You will be well met or not at all. It is a weighty season the Earth is coming into, but she is ready for a change in density. Those who work with her will see their efforts magnified and blessed. For the joy set before you, Daughter. For the joy. I love you. I venerate you for every level of your being from every level of mine. You are not alone. You are not unsupported. You are not helpless or powerless in this changing of power structure. Many go with you, and I am one who is joyous to do so. Light go with you. And so it is.

Lionsgate Lineage Work with Grandma

August 8, 2024

Daughter. My beautiful souled electron of fire and light, power and love, what you wish to bring forth does not wish to come this day, though your request is seen, heard and honored. Elizabeth Jane came into incarnation on a date that holds great power. That your cousin chose the same date speaks to the power of the women in this lineage. Elizabeth Jane chose a family of great material wealth, emotional duplicity, and spiritual openness, however, in many of the members the sensitivity was corrupted. While all are free to explore in any way they choose, in my opinion, Ouija boards, elevation through sexual priesthood, and coming to Spirit via too many spirits (I jest to lighten the energy some, for this is weighty for you. Although it is past, the vibration still runs through the lineage seeking to find a place where it can burst forth and run free) leave a transit of corrupted energy behind them. The desire for purity of expression can be present, but purity devolves through the vehicle chosen.

So then. Part of Betty Jane’s soul desire was to begin the work of the balance of masculine to feminine on the Blue Planet, believing her leonine feminine container was strong enough to hold this, particularly because of the training ground that was her chosen family of origin. When she partnered with Bob Clouse, a spiritual warrior of the highest order, her desire was that their offspring carry the qualities of divine masculine and feminine expressed in perfect balance. She longed for the ideal and believed she could bring it about. I will interject my own communication to share the reason you struggle to find her, connect with her energy is because she has returned to Light. She has completed her incarnations and has returned to union with Source. It was a good lifetime even in its challenges, and she left behind all she intended to in her daughters and granddaughters – children of the Lioness, made to hunt, roam, provide, nurture, love, fight, protect and preserve the next generation, each in her own way. This bloodline is strong. This bloodline lives on. This bloodline achieves all it intended to.

Michael had his chosen pathway; a firstborn in the new generation who was willing to abdicate his place so that a younger lioness could come first, ushering in and welcoming the era of female on par with male. Your cousin’s marital union has imaged this new world order, and though you fought for it with the Warrior, not achieving what you hoped for, you remained lioness. Though some daughters image Sekhmet and others Isis, when Elizabeth Jane saw that the daughters of her daughters were ascending, she felt free to do so as well. This old and ancient enchantress who contributed her fire and her power, her sensuality and her theater, her codependence and ruling through manipulation, her spiritual devotion and devolution (for in her mind the end justified the means) has ascended, and with her ascension the daughters of her blood and bone and spirit ascend to their next dimension as well.

This is what I have to share with you on the 888 portal and your Cousin Queen’s shared birthday. She now picks up the Family Matriarch Mantle, though she is free to do whatever she wants with it, even laying it down. Redemption of the bloodline does not come through her, does not come through you, however, ascension does. Higher vibration, higher connection, soul return are now come. Happy Earth Incarnation, glorious Angel who is carrying all the light codes needed for the completion of family work. Each of you are your own in ways not yet experienced and this I love, but future good will come through the ways you belong to the unit. I, Caius now retreat from your awareness, and close the records of the Clouse Women Lineage on Lionsgate 2024, blessing and sealing all that has come, and all the desires to come. Go in peace, daughter of the Light.

On Fighting With Guides

October 12, 2023

Good morning, Dear One. It is I, Caius. You come to me because you are angry with your primary Guides this morning. While generally you love their friendship, their presence, their wild and free approach to their mission (and you do love them) you want your Daniel. Pure and simple. It is a great love you share. When Daniel is present, it is everything you have ever wanted. He loves you exactly the way you want to be loved, perhaps because you two chose and formed this mutual template to reach each other over thousands of years and many lifetimes, perhaps because you are made for each other, from each other, yet what happens when he is no longer present?

The wanting you he is beautiful at. The passionate desire. All of the aching and longing to be with you. Get lost in you. Be found in you. You two are more than a mirror for each other. You are one soul in two bodies. Oh, perhaps not literally, for each soul carries its own divine creation spark, effluence, purpose, and so on, but if such a thing existed, it is you and Daniel. What happens then when one partner is ready to return to wholeness (for that is the true lure you offer each other) and the other is not? In order to stay in the beautiful, merged state, you would have to abandon your legitimate pathway to wholeness, because while you do find a piece of yourself in your Daniel, you are the home you are looking for. It is too easy to outsource that to him when you are in union. Daniel is all that exists for you when you are together, yet your chosen pathway calls you further than this. Higher than a great love affair with your one.

The way you burn brightly for the one you most love is not a mark against you. It is testament to your incredible passion and the wells of sustainability that run so deeply in you. I say the primary problem is this; while Daniel remains only semi awake, he cannot hold your frequency. He can love you. Want you. Show up for a moment. Fill you, fill you, fill you, but then he will….not necessarily run out, but will need withdrawal. Your brightness does not change. He cannot receive you continually. Your frequency overwhelms him, not because you are doing or being something he does not like – Daniel both adores and admires you deeply – rather, your light exposes his shadows and he is not currently interested in acknowledging them, let alone seeing what gifts they might carry for him. To feel shame mixed in with the cocktail that is your chemistry? To feel less than the one you long for? These are such low vibrational emotions they contaminate your bond.

I am not blaming your adored one, Seraphina, and while I find you so, so good, I know you are not perfect. We all do. This is not a repeat of your Family Lineage Story where the Lover chosen is not good enough for our Princess (though they were not “wrong” in what the things they saw, and I would say we are not “wrong” in what we see.) We are not denigrating your Daniel because we overly elevate you. He is your equal, yet in this incarnation has not yet stepped into his fullness, and the fullness of Daniel must be present in order for it to be a partnership that can walk with you on your new timeline. We are all so very excited for you and joyous in witnessing this. We were almost certain you would make it here, but there were a few moments that left us biting our nails, if you will. Love him. As much as you want to. As long as you want to. For as long as you feel it is in the highest good of all.

I know. I know you know. You hate being bossed or controlled in any way. You loathe outsourcing your sovereignty or body wisdom to anything else. Even your dear and trusted Guides, even the 5th dimension, even myself. This is a good thing. I would say to you, to heed the wisdom coming through is simply a means of channeling your own highest wisdom. We are not sending you down pathways of our own choosing, or away from pathways we do not want for you. Your specific chosen Guides are in total service to your Highest Self and her desires. We wish to see you most deeply aligned with yourself, even as we do enjoy your alignment with us. And yes, I can see you smiling over this “we” language.

 Like you, I prefer my own autonomy to group projects, and yet I am part of your soul group and can be a team player when needs be. As can you, my Bright One. You must go. Come back later if you have time. We will talk about your boy’s big game. I, Caius, now retreat from your awareness and bless you in a good day with your new friend. He is hopeful and encouraging in your field.