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The Problem of Evil

January 25, 2026 Metatron is speaking

Good morning, Daughter of my Heart. Come in. Take your place in the chair by the fire. Receive the drink I offer and we will begin.

Your emotion is welcome here. The power of your heart, rightly expressed, always has a home with me. Nothing need be hidden or dimmed in order to be near to Spirit, be near to God. This was a harmful wound given to a young child; that there was no room for her feelings, needs, or connection to her own heart centered desires for self. Truly, this was an intentional shutting down of the highest link between you and God, for teaching a child that her heart is deceitful above all things, and desperately wicked, was not just a wound, it was grooming that set up the container for receiving abuse of her own free will if it meant the suffering would purify her and bring her closer to God, yet I say to you today what has been spoken many times over the past few years – your heart is the portal to remembrance of God, to connection with All That Is, and the gateway that sets up your most aligned futures. Your heart is not deceitful. No wickedness lies within you. Leave now in the name of Metatron, lie from the Hive Pit, meant to siphon, meant to steal from my daughter. Yes, breathe it out three times, seeing it as fully gone from your field, for it is indeed gone from your field. You are attuned to me. You can rightly hear and are rightly hearing now.

The problem of evil is real on Earth, as it is real on many planes. This is not an illusion one must simply shift perception of in order to eradicate. Part of the high and holy work we, the Angelic Seraphims, do is actively call Divine Remembrance back to people, to places, to the planet, and we actively stand in the way of Hive Energy that needs pain in order to feed. Always you have sensed this truth. It is part of why you chose an, “I will cause no hurt to another” path, but in doing so, you divorced from your own heart – her needs, joys, wounds, desire for belonging – and your pain became energy for the feeders.

Any who harm children have cooperated with the corrupted blueprint, Daughter. This does not necessarily make them evil or desperately wicked, yet there is a tipping point when one begins choosing active cruelty with intention. This is why knowing the self, honoring the self, living from the genuine desires of self to express divine power, beauty, wisdom, artistry and the like is so important, for neural pathways and heart desires are deeply intertwined, causing one’s repetitive choices to carry far more impact than any one major event.

Nuance. Balance. Awareness of self and other. Elders. Ancestral wisdom. Aligned nurture. Conscious choosing rather than living from the amygdala alone. Mammals are not actively cruel, Daughter. Those who carry “eat or be eaten” programming are living from animal survival brain, but this is not the same thing humans do. The primal brain does not abuse, it survives. So then, it is a combination of systems that call up the propagation of evil across the planet and beyond, but it does not generate in the human heart. The mind is far more impacted by systemic abuses of power than the heart.

I now move to your own heart and her continuing deep love, strong passion, and unswerving inner commitment to Magnus, even when his behavior is not correct. There is something left that you are not complete with, and Beloved, this is your choice, full and free. Though I advise you continue to walk the Way of Wisdom in your dealings with him, if the genuine truth of your heart is, “I know the treatment I will and will not accept, and the fire of my love for him remains,” then do with it what you will. You are in honesty as you communicate with him, though you still have not shared the fullness of his impact on you, and I am not afraid for your engagement with him. You do not get where you are going by denying the desires of your heart, but by following them down to the core to see, hear, feel, and know your most true truths. This is oftentimes an exploratory journey that one must create their own map for as they make discoveries along the way.

You are not truly looking for a reunion with Magnus, Dear One. You are seeking the depth of self connection you found with him. All that is meant for you is on the way. Nothing can stop it. The deeper your inner connection, the more profound your connection to Spirit grows, and this is saying something because even when repressed, suppressed or inhibited, your connection to All is vast, is deep, is much. I close now with a kiss atop your head. A bath with intention to discharge some of this excess energy will do you good. I love you. I am proud of you. Protection remains active around you and yours, this day and always.

How the Dark is in Service to the Light

January 15, 2026 Elohim the Dragon

Good morning, Daughter of the Flame. We need not travel today. We can simply walk or rest underneath the tree that overlooks the Lake. The winter Hawthorne in Glastonbury once bore witness to the Lake of Avalon and all that was held on the island. Mystery, magic, and lore offer many truths to Earth walkers, however they are engaged with. One being can see them as story alone, another can hold the beauty of creativity expressed through human imagination, a third could see spiritual truths present as metaphor to gain wisdom from, and still others could hold legend as viable truth. None of these methods of engagement are more relevant than another, for the seed carrying significance is exposure to the narrative. So then, we have come to the heart of the matter I wish to speak with you about today; that the dark is always in service to the light, for both are expressions of generative creativity of Divine Source made evident – one in power displayed with no hidden agenda, and the other power expressed with shame as the base.

I see your startle that shame could have its root in Divine Source, and this is not what I am saying. Thank you for your trust in continuing to hear me when this concept feels diametrically opposed to your core beliefs. I will continue. While Creator God as you know him is fully pure, wholly good, living out self sovereign rule without harm toward another ever (there is no such thing as punishment by God. This is silly Overlord Technology to cause compliance, to keep small those who are in reality great) God was not all that existed. I will say that again. While Creator God as you know him is fully pure, wholly good, living out self sovereign rule without harm toward another, God was not all that existed. He existed with matter in matter, sending out seeds, out sparks, out pieces of magnificent self to engage with matter in grand experiment of, “What will happen if?” This is the truth of creation, Dear Heart. Divine Source sent Self out into matter, and matter is. It evolves, grows, morphs, shifts into multiplicity of ways. If the end game of every experiment was fully known, how would it be an experiment?

Trajectory theory is more helpful here than any one moral narrative stating that if a pure God makes, all things must be pure, and if they are not they are wrong. Is the chromosome impacted infant wrong because there is not “purity?” You see where I am going. This concept of impurity, of fault, of fallenness has caused great harm via religion and in society, being the cause of many Holy Wars that had nothing to do with holiness or purity. Certainly. Write that definition down. “In essence, trajectory theory provides a framework for understanding complex behaviors by mapping out different journeys individuals take, particularly in crime, across their lives, highlighting that outcomes depend on the unique combination of individual traits and life experiences.”

It is not dishonor to Source Consciousness if one lets go the thread of All Knowing, Authoritative Ruler God and embraces a far wilder, more lovely, more interesting being who said, “What will happen if I mix my consciousness with matter?” setting into motion All That Is. This is a far more true truth, and one that changes the trajectory of all, for if there is one ruling king, then there is one final destiny in play that will come no matter what. But if Divine Source is an Artist instead of a King (who made kings and kingdoms but does not change their substance once formed) then all created things have far more purpose, more power, more agency, more choice, more impact in making what will be than if we were simply pawns on a cosmic string.

The dark is in service to the light by calling up its most genuine divine expression. Act. Make. Combine materials. Practice. Try. Try again. Come together with like and unlike beings. See what mixtures produce a beauty worthy of repetition or expansion or more investment, and what mixtures lend toward chaos. Through trial and error, build the world that you desire. Co-creation, Seraphina. In every way, in every place, through all times and all dimensions, co-creation is the way. Your signature influences the trajectory. Your expression impacts the grid. This is a truth many dark entities realize, and why eradicating art, literature, music, higher thought forms are a primary goal of authoritarian regimes seeking control.

Resistance is not futile. War in response to violence, to violation is not morally wrong. But the most powerful change from a Dark World to an Enlightened One is through coming together with others who want to make, and simply starting, for this is the beginning of evolutionary change that provides the kernel, provides the seed for the new way where there is no shame, therefore it cannot reproduce or begin the creation of another Dark World, for that frequency has become extinct. Write. Sing. Dance. Perform. Garden. Sculpt. Paint. Build. Forage. Play. Create. Resist. Remake. Rebuild. In this way you image the artistry of the Source who makes, who sends out, who calls back in, collecting an ever expanding catalogue of Life, and it is glorious indeed. I close here proud of your receptivity to thus far unexplored concepts, and parsing out the way for the MORE that you desire. You are ready, my fiery friend. It comes now.

What Is Love?

October 21, 2025 My High Heart

The love of God, the heart of God. Here is home, here you rest. Here you are held, here you are safe. I am your high heart expressing in form this day, for you have forgotten in this moment the love you came from, as you grieve the love you have currently lost. It is alright to feel unmoored when you are suddenly adrift from a powerful love that enveloped you, encased you, nurtured you, protected you, prioritized you, and made your care his joy. Though you have received many truths from many timelines, still you wonder, what is the story? What in holy hell is the point of this story?

A calling up, then a falling out for the purpose of cleansing, for the joy of renewal. A love story where highest truths and lowest expressions come together in one container. A crucible of truth, power, and ultimately light, leaving both you and partner irrevocably changed.

What is love, truly? Immediately the Scripture from Corinthians comes to mind that, “Love is patient, love is kind, it does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud, it is not rude, it is not self seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.” There is a truth of sorts in this messaging, yet it also came from the Apostle Paul, who in many ways was a gifted communicator of his own truths, with an awakened throat chakra as well as a highly advanced crown chakra, but he was not heart centered or connected to the way of love.

It is hard to put into language something as intangible, yet loaded with expectation, as love on the human plane. You move to the Apostle John, so beloved of your Yeshua who said, “Greater love has no man than this; that he lay down his life for his friends.” It was good to be encouraged just now by the visual of John as one of the Sons of Thunder, who through his life grew into one embracing the Way of the Rose.

Pictures of love that come in through your Christian origins are fine, but today I ask, what is love to you in Stephanie form? How does it express? How does it wish to receive? Your first thought is, “Love is the beauty of God poured out,” and you see paint in rainbow colors exploding on giant canvas, then going past it. For you, love transforms. Love brings beauty. It takes what was once empty or void and splashes varying hues. It breathes life, so that the thing is changed to a new substance altogether. Your most genuine template of love is creativity expressed in a way that changes the atmosphere through bringing color, life, laughter, play, music, expansion, beauty, joy, for this is how you remember you are of God, from God, and deeply embedded in the heart of God.

This is why you connect so powerfully with the sunrise over your mountains each morning, the changing of leaves with seasons, the majesty of weather rolling in through the sky, the stars and moon and constellations lighting up the night. It feels like a gift of love from Creator God for you, so that you are inspired to remember and live from all the God spark within you. You express love most fully when you are doing, when you are being someone who brings beauty, life, delight, vibrancy, joy, play to a person, place or structure because this calls up the flourishing of another, and that is love for you. “I offer joy so as to contribute to your flourishing.” This is why love can go out to so many for you and need not be confined to any one in specific devotion. You are a Life Path 3, and something about your presence is made for the masses, whether near or removed, and this is why you feel stifled by rules made about what love is, as if a God so vast would only express love one way, and a few “holy” men knew it, wrote it, and it is now the template all must live by in order to image God in truth or fullness. The fullness desires to go out, go out, go out in a myriad of ways.

Love is many things, is offered truly in many ways, but it is certainly not a rule making factory for the conformity of the tender conscienced ones, while the self dominant expand their reach to rule over the tender. For some, love is contemplative devotion. For others it is strength displayed through provision. For another group it is radical acceptance, radical compassion applied to all. Love can be fierce protection that pulls some close and keeps others out. Love can build fences or bridges, stages or catapults. Love can be cerebral or visceral. Nurturing like a mother or passionate like a lover. Love can feed, love can write, love can go out, love can stay in, but one thing love is not is demanding.

Love gives offerings. Love is receptive, but it does not require its tenets being met any one way, for love is God, and God is love, and when has Creative Divine Source ever demanded from any being? All are expressions of the beauty found in Mother, Father, Son. Yes, that is interesting that Daughter is not present, but it is because she is a mix of the energy of Mother and Son.

You must now awaken your son, but I close with this thought. Those who feel loved by the natural being you are are the most aligned humans to walk with in any form. Those requiring you to contort yourself into some image or box that fits their version are of the old way that is falling. The rising has room, more than enough room, for a myriad of blossoming of the seeds the heart of God spread from the cosmos in wild abandon to grow Good on the Earth plane, from seed into mature fruit. Love is God. You know his heart, for you are ever held by it, held safe within it, and free to express it any way at all times.

Why We Left Original Source

April 20, 2025

Daughter. You are always connected to the Akashic Records, for they are a history of you and you are connected to yourself always. The Records are the database of all that has ever been, and all that may come to be based on what has already come and the trajectory it is set upon. Past experience has never changed in the Records. What is written is written is written, yet healing the past can change the future. Understanding patterns, whether as a soul, a soul family, a lineage, a culture, a planet, an epoch, can assist in growth. The Records are wonderful – a storage House of God, expressed in 100 million different ways over multiple timelines, galaxies, and such, yet they are not God. God is God, existing in radiant light beyond what is recorded. Your Records are not you, any more than a memoir written by a being is the being, or a biography written about someone is that person.

You are radiant light, living out her soul journey in form each day, and coming to the Records helps you remember what you wanted to accomplish, what you wanted to heal, what obstacles you had set in your own way for the wisdom you wished to acquire, but you do not need data to do this, you need remembrance.

Very often when you come to the Records, we take your book holding the information that resonates with your current frequency and we astral travel. There are things you wish to understand, to gain clarity on, so you function well as a guide for others. You desire to be clear on where you are going, the maps you are using to get there, and if that destination is return to self, return to God, return to light, or if perhaps each being has a different destination based on their soul mission, and your work is to help them remember, have the appropriate materials for study so that they cannot just complete the course, but pass it, able to move on to the next part of the wheel in their return to God.

If there was a fall from light, a fall from grace, a separation from Soul Source against one’s will by dark forces within or malevolent forces without, then there is anxiety about the lower vibration of Earth and pressure to shed this experience quickly, getting back to where you belong as soon as possible. But if it is free choice, full and self sovereign, that wishes to explore the lower densities to see what it is like, what can be learned, what can be corrupted, what can be overcome, then all anxiety leaves. There is no pressure to return, and although many grow homesick, just as they would on a long expedition or exploration, nothing is wrong with any of it. This was the chosen experience, and you will make your way home again, perhaps returning in glory with a new found land, or treasure, or energetic resource, perhaps in quiet, perhaps in despair that none of your intentions in setting out on journey were realized, yet you did complete it, and return home always comes. Always.

While trafficking does happen in form, none have ever been kidnapped from God or Original Source Light. All leave willingly for the purpose of expansion. Again we say, not one soul has ever been forcibly removed from oneness with God. It is not possible. It cannot exist. Therefore, there was never a fall from grace, or a soul forced into captivity on lower plains by malevolent ones, so then there is no need for salvation. Ever. There is no need for sacrifice, blood or life or bone or soul, to atone for one’s own “sins” or the “sins” of a lower plane in order to get back to the garden, back to higher Realms, back to God.

There is more to be shared, there is always more, but this is what your field is ready to absorb today without throwing anything off. We are proud of you, Stardaughter. We never left you. We simply retreated to make room for others. You have an entire multiverse of guides and assistance at your disposal, for you have been a guide and of assistance to many in the multiverse, and the nature of your soul is multiethnic, well-rounded, vast. We love you, we are proud of you, we are with you.

What Is Love?

October 21, 2025 My High Heart The love of God, the heart of God. Here is home, here you rest. Here you are held, here you are safe. I am your high heart expressing in form this day, for you have forgotten in this moment the love you came from, as you grieve the love…

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Soulmate Partnering

June 22, 2025 Lady of the Lake Good morning, Daughter of the Flame. Blue flame, White flame, Violet flame all live in you and flow from you. You are speaking with the Lady of the Lake this day, come to work with you to upgrade your frequency receptors in this solstice season. He is not…

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Lineage Clearing – Adherence to the One Way Path

April 16, 2025

Chromesy (family name from toddlerhood because I was bald and had a “Chrome Dome“). Come. Walk with me. It is I, Caius. Perhaps I carry the energy of your Grandfather. Perhaps we are simply part of an Arcturian brotherhood, all of whom are connected to and in support of you. Let us journey together to the Land of Graves, the place where fragments of what was left undone in a lifetime are buried, and let us see what we can send back to God.

As we walk among these stones, notice how some are standing pillars, some are low to ground, and some are open graves with spirits floating about or running amok. Adherence to the One Way Path is a standing stone that you have cleared for yourself and your children. We speak to this pillar now, thanking it for the ways it connected your people to Spirit, expressing gratitude for the way it functioned as both cloud and fire, providing guidance for weary travelers on a long journey, and we also speak to it, “This is not the only way back home.” As you place your right hand on its side, speak this mantra three times. I smile that you see something of Dorothy and her ruby slippers here. Let your attention shift to how all that remains is a pile of silver and gold dust at your feet with some corrugated metal that was too corrupted to purify. We tell these materials to rise, calling in the South Wind to bring them through the Portal of Time and Space, depositing them back into the totality of Source from whence they came. They are home, they are home, they are home. Amen.

This is the primary imprint you have been working to clear – that of adherence to a family system requiring external guidance, for they had lost their own inner compass by either too much grasping for power or attempting to balance it with a laying down of personal power, which created a cycle woven deep into the DNA that said, “We are too corrupted to get off this karmic wheel. Our only hope is in an external savior who will free us from this dusty, hardscrabble planet and return us home.” From this ideology came a very bleak lineage, having no hope for joy on Earth, who saw this experience as something of a penance to be survived until death freed them, finally returning them home. All happiness in self, in other, in sex, in work, in relationship, in planting and harvest, in good food and drink, in learning and expansion, in self inhabitation were all rejected as being pathways to “Hell.” I do not say this lightly or with mockery, for there is great evil on the planet, in the cosmos, and wrestling through how to live from, live out, power as an expansion of original Source, is a true and holy undertaking belonging both to the individual and the society, however, there is no one answer that applies to all. A One Way Path for all does not exist, for all were not made from one way.

There is a truth that God’s thoughts and ways are higher than human’s, and also a truth that asceticism or self denial or rigid rules formed by man are not the way back to remembrance. It is a soul’s free choice on this Earth School journey to remember union with God or not. No one has any right to disconnect a being from their own sovereignty. This may be the greatest crime on the Earth plane, which makes the control driven tenets of the Church no different than the will of the murderer, violator, torturer or warmongerer, does it not?

There is something of an energy battle, a frequency battle, taking place in this lower density experience, but each being came here to choose how to engage with it. Love chosen freely, kindness offered truly, joy in God and gratitude for All expressed from the heart. Hope, faith, good deeds given from true generosity – these all carry far more power in bringing about remembrance, then any outward structure enforcing conformity.

This is what your DNA has purged through your own free choice; that conformity to any one path will free you from this hellhole, save you from your own corruption, and return you to God and the heaven where you belong, for you came here to have this experience. It is all a grand experiment in, “What will happen if…?” by an ever expanding Source and all he made from it who are connected to him always. This is the clearing, freeing, healing you have done in; “I chose this. I wish to be here. I am a co-creator in my experience and in the experience of All,” and this reverberates forward and backward, impacting your children and grandchildren with freedom. There is no room for bondage in higher dimensions or higher consciousness. Slavery in any form is reprehensible because of this, as is indentured servitude. Free choice returns to your blood and bloodline, and its impact is off the charts.

This is a good stopping point for the day, Beloved One. It was so good to be with you once more. We can return here to address the smaller stones, but the primary is gone, and this is powerful. This is good. My protection, that of your brothers, and that of your Angelic Team rest on you this day as you hike with the boys. It is a blessed time together and with the Earth.