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The Gods We Choose

October 3, 2023

Good morning, Starflower. How sweet that you saw your Jesus as welcome when stepping into the light of the divine. He is so familiar to you, your most familiar and trusted expression of divine love, light, and truth. It is good that God the Father (YAWEH) as evidenced in the Old Testament, was never the god you aligned with or wanted to worship. Harsh in his Holiness. Vengeful. Lacking in veneration of women and children, though choosing to provide for them. This is the god of the patriarchy, and patriarchy is not your system. The gods we align with – the gods we do or do not choose – are all expressions of some vector of divine truth, just as every soul carries expression of divine truth, and our guiding gods speak just as much to who we are as who they are.

Your Jesus (as you understand him, and perhaps as he revealed himself to you) was gentle. Powerful, but choosing to lay his power down for a higher purpose. A greater good. Tasked with a great and glorious mission only he could fulfill that was in service to both higher power and human/earthly restoration. Meditative. Contemplative. Prayerful. Sacrificial. Pouring out all in the public sector, then retreating to his hilltop to commune alone with God and repair himself, recover his equilibrium. Few material possessions yet abundant in the wealth of calling up natural resources. A Healer. A Teacher. A humble king, choosing to lay down his crown and serve. Friend of sinners. Lover of the broken. Infinitely compassionate. Zero interest in compliance with the political, religious, or social rules and moors of his day. Marching to the beat of his own moral compass, inner truth, and soul directive. Completely assured of his purpose, whether it was seen and supported by others, even down to his own family. “Come out from among them and be separate.”

Who is Jesus? He is the being found your SELF in. He is all you find worthy of love, honor, high esteem, worship, veneration, and dedicating your life to. His pathway is one you have been willing to follow because it feels like you. It vibrates with a resonance you feel deeper than your bones and into every level of your auric field. Are there ways where your deep love for Jesus have not lived in service to you? Certainly. We would say too much self sacrifice was the greatest harm. Secondary harm came via the tenants of the church, but these you did not take in the same way, for you could feel the misalignment in many of them. If the church was the bride of Christ yet not Christ, you could love her but be separate from her.

Beloved, we would say to you loudly and clearly, fully and deeply, wildly and resoundingly, there is no need to separate from your Jesus as you walk this new way. You are looking for some stable ground under your feet in this brutally unstable life season where all is in transition. You have stability in Jesus. We would say again, you have stability in Jesus. Let him reveal new to you facets of his being. Become more fully acquainted with his hospitality. Love him for all that he is, not just the parts you are intimately acquainted with in the now. He is solid ground under your feet. He is the ground on which you stand. For you, there is no one higher and this is good. This is right. We believe we have said enough for now. Your body is ready to move, though your spirit is happy here with us. You are beautifully capable of holding and providing for both vehicles, as was your Jesus, and we leave you to tend to your body. It is truly joy and delight to watch your cells coming to light, your fractal spinning a new way, and the life abundant utterly covering you.

The Problem of Evil

January 25, 2026 Metatron is speaking Good morning, Daughter of my Heart. Come in. Take your place in the chair by the fire. Receive the drink I offer and we will begin. Your emotion is welcome here. The power of your heart, rightly expressed, always has a home with me. Nothing need be hidden or…

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What Is Love?

October 21, 2025 My High Heart The love of God, the heart of God. Here is home, here you rest. Here you are held, here you are safe. I am your high heart expressing in form this day, for you have forgotten in this moment the love you came from, as you grieve the love…

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Do We Rescue or Redeem the Earth?

September 9, 2023

Good morning, our Starflower. Today we would like to talk with you about this rescuer imprint you carry and what it means to be a redeemer. Rescue – to free from confinement, danger or evil vs Redeemer – one who redeems. To buy back, repurchase. To get or win back.

Rescue carries salvific themes. Redeem carries a return to original intent, original order. They are similar concepts, yet also very far apart in the work that they are. We would say you are a Rescuer more than a Redeemer. So willing to invest all of yourself and your vast inner and outer resources to save someone from harm, from pain, from the dark, from themselves, from the system. You are a friend of Earth and desire to see her return to the vibration of love, for that vibration did once exist here and you can feel its echo calling for return. This is why we would say you are intended to carry the Redeemer Thread as part of your weaving over that of Rescuer. It is not that rescue is always inappropriate. There is high and holy calling for the souls of those who choose this pathway. It is simply not your pathway, though our mountain goat is more than capable of climbing to reach the impossible.

You are here to enact a return to love. To buy back what has been lost or stolen or given away in exchange for the far lesser gifts of greed, power, and money hunger. This voracious appetite cannot be assuaged, no matter how much it consumes, and it desires to devour your Blue Planet and every good resource on it. Once this is complete, the Feeders will come and consume what is left – the pain, the fear, the absolute desolation of the selves of those who chose this fractal and brought about the demise of the homosapien race. This is where you come in. This is where you stand. Not in rescue from all that is going “wrong,” rather in overcoming the ill vibration by vibrating in tandem with the original heartbeat of Mother Earth, and her true frequency is love.

Buy back love. Return to love. This is who you are, Vessel of Love. Who you choose to be in this incarnation. Who you have always chosen to be in every incarnation on every planet you have frequented or called home. The truest expression of all created things is from love, for love. One day those who incarnated to Rescue will rescue no more, for the Redeemers will have bought back the original blueprint. Once it begins being built, those who have come for war, those warriors who fight for light, and the well-being of all, particularly the innocent younglings, they will receive new upgrades. Your vision of the Archangel Michael laying down his sword and tending a garden was a beautiful example of this truth.

Rescue is too small a task for you. You have spent lifetimes preparing for this great and global work – the ushering in of a New World Order. You love the Earth, and the Earth loves you. You tend to the Earth and the Earth tends you. You feed the Earth and the Earth feeds you. You are called, you are blessed, you are chosen, you are capable, you are equipped. This is the work of Highest Destiny, and you will achieve it. And so it is. We love you, our Bright Starflower. We venerate you, our Amazonian Queen. You are not here to sacrifice yourself or your light for the collective or any one person or people group in it. You are here to shine your light so brightly the darkness retreats from it, and love will be your home. Go in peace and enjoy the time with your son. He is a being worthy of you.

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Soulmate Partnering

June 22, 2025 Lady of the Lake Good morning, Daughter of the Flame. Blue flame, White flame, Violet flame all live in you and flow from you. You are speaking with the Lady of the Lake this day, come to work with you to upgrade your frequency receptors in this solstice season. He is not…

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Athletic Team Healing

March 6, 2025 Good morning, Daughter. I, Metatron, greet you as you bring this athletic team to sit on the Rainbow Bridge and be known by realms of light. There are Guides overseeing their progress, yes, for there is a collective goal they wish to undertake – that of throwing off the shame of continual…

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The Wound of Women

February 15, 2025 Good morning, Sister. We the Women in Blue wish to address the wound of women that says, “I am alone, I am unpartnered, I must do all the work. I must provide for myself, my children and my husband while he remains a recalcitrant child, a sullen teenager, or a bully.” The…

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The Dawning of a New Age

July 8, 2023 – The Dawning of a New Age

What does the concept of a new age mean for me and my soul? What you see in the dawning of the New Age is akin to your Thousand Year Reign of Christ as told in your ancient scriptures. A time not of heaven on Earth necessarily, but more a return to Eden. A physically embodied return to the garden, where harmony returns to the Earth, humans walk in it, wars and famine and all hostilities cease, and God walks in your midst.

Is there some special reason why my soul chose to Incarnate at this time? (I feel laughter here because the Record Keepers find this question merry making, for bringing about/playing a part in this new age is the reason I have come.) Yes, that is true. This possibility of Kumandra is the highest resonance of your soul. You long for other beings to know not just peace in the ethers, but peace on Earth, goodwill toward man as you once knew it on your planet. If humans could procreate from that place, and the Earth could support this new frequency for just a few generations (or for millennia) the cost would be worth it for you.

Have I been present for any of the previous alignments with the galactic center? Yes, of course you have! This is where your soul flourishes and what it desires to bring about – the alignment of all things.

What was this like for me? Weighty, heavy, disappointing. The energies of transformation and soul DNA upgrading do not hold well on Earth. It is not a pipe dream, but it is a long shot. You died without seeing the fruit you had hoped for, but your soul was still excited for the learning received about what did not work and what might. This reads like one long experiment in your field, and you do not mind getting your hands dirty in research on the ground.

Do I have hopes personally for myself in a New Age? This is a good question. We see your hopes being more caught up in a return to harmony for all rather than carrying notes of individuation. You have felt this separateness and carried individuation for millennia now. A return to oneness (not homogeny, for you love the varied expression in all things) serves you personally. To work your garden as a Wise Woman would bring you much joy. Children free to laugh and play and be would bring you much completion. Creativity expressed safely via differing expressions of artistry, not insulated behind closed doors but on display through process, would feel like a return to home for you. Both your soul and body know there are zero guarantees here, yet the possibility is worth dedicating lifetimes to. You ARE an explorer. A Risk With Hope Taker, not a Foolish Risk Taker. Your belief in aligned action to bring about a highest destiny while still incarnated is testament to your origins, the long line of ascended beings who come before you, and whose lineage you bridge.

Are there any fears or beliefs I can release today that would be in my best and highest good? Time is not running out. There is a sense of urgency, for in time limited fields, the needed action is quite near. You are doing what is necessary to learn, remember, train, prepare. You will be ready when the time comes. We would recommend not picturing yourself as any sort of Cosmic Sacrifice. Though you have chosen this before, we see you as a Cosmic Supporter and encourage you to rise up into your calling. The days of shrinking yourself or annihilating yourself to be someone else’s freedom or life or wholeness or chance are gone. The past version of you as Sacrificial Saint is over, not intended to return, never to return. She has served her purpose, and the call of the gods is higher into the next vibration of calling up. Stepping into power instead of laying it down. This is something of a challenge for you (yes, you are absolutely practicing this in your nearest relationships) but you have just the training ground needed and are progressing quite well. Beautifully really. This is what we have to say today. “Keep on keepin’ on!” Haha. We support you in this effort, Bridge Builder. Many will cross from the work of your hands and giftings of your soul. All is well. All will be well.

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Helene Aftermath

October 4, 2024 Good morning, Daughter of the Sun, Daughter of the Sky, Daughter of the Earth, Daughter of the Bone. Your sisters greet you this day with compassion for the loss you are experiencing. The loss of peace, of privacy, of rhythm, structure and normalcy that keeps you grounded and is so important for…

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What Is Prayer?

June 20, 2023

Co-Creation with Guides in the Records

Home from two weeks of travel. Exhausted body, heart, mind and spirit. Feelings of being so alone and unsupported, unpaired, unprotected, and energetically immersed in other people’s stuff – like this quagmire is holding me stuck that I am fighting to get through but not making much progress out of. What needs to happen so I can move forward? This needs to happen, Dear One. The quagmire of being stuck is come to show you how aligned you are with other people’s realities instead of your own. Your open emotional center is opening you to (and expanding your awareness of) other people’s stuff, and the other people you have been immersed in these past two weeks are not joyous. There are many entities clinging to your family, and many bitternesses welcome in the other family. These are the things you are currently drowning in.

How do I become clear of these things and come back into my own ecosystem again? Prayer is good. Prayer to release, prayer to forgive. Prayer to separate from, prayer to bless. Prayer to heal, prayer to be free.

What is prayer? That is a good question. The purity of prayer has been very corrupted in your churches, and its power severely diluted. Prayer is not pleading with the Divine for something it is unwilling to give but perhaps through your penitent pursuit it will deliver. Prayer is alignment with the Divine through speaking aligned words into the cosmos, into the air, into the soul. Prayer is the direction of your energy toward that which is good, right, and true, or what will bring about that which is good, right, and true.

Will you clear with me, assist me with words, as I pray now? To the ancestors known and unknown, I honor your work in the world and all you were that has brought about my being. I am happy for your happiness. I am sad for your sadness. I bless your soul on its journey and wish you peace in every way. May you find joy. May you find redemption. May you know self forgiveness. May you be free to live in the fullness of your beautiful Divinity. Your time has come and gone. I am hereby released from any bonds, contracts, agreements of choice, or force to be your lineage redeemer. I am a powerful one yes, but still just one. This collective work belongs to us together. That which is reciprocal and given for the highest good of all, including me, I receive. All that is or comes from anything but the highest good of all determined through divine love, light, and truth, I hereby release.

I release all fear, all dark power, all permeability, all collective injustice. All victimhood, powerlessness, blaming, shaming. All poverty, lack, scarcity, fighting for survival. All dogma, false charm, exaggerated importance. All violence, stealing, deceit, sneaking, fox in the hen house, burglary, racketeering, profiting at another’s expense. All deep, deep sadness leading to despair, all imbalance in the masculine and feminine, all increase in inequality, all limiting relationships. All fear of money, fear of power, fear of individuality, fear of bonding, fear of intimacy, fear of reproduction, fear of pleasure, fear of sex. All asceticism, purging through pain, all hatred of the body, of oneself, of another. All rage against the Divine, the cosmos, the Earth, its creatures. All suffering via cancer and heart issues and issues of the lymph and endocrine system. All war, all hatred, all abuse of self and others, all repudiation of the Earth’s good bounty. All mental illness, imbalance, lack of clarity, all emotional stifling or raging or overexpression, all dark nights of the soul that do not pass. These things I let go now, and hereby separate myself from. For the ways these have served and preserved, I thank you. For the ways they have intended good or survival, I thank you. For the ways these intended harm I bless and release and send to the highest good.

I, Stephanie Curtis, step into the light of the Divine where all things are possible. I move into the love of the Divine and I open my heart center. I choose to live every moment in the grace of the Divine with an open heart and a peaceful mind. I know forgiveness makes this possible. Today I forgive and release all pain known and unknown through all levels of my being, through all times and all dimensions for the highest good of all (all jealousy, revenge, treachery. All lying, cheating, stealing, particularly in close relationships. All abuse of the other to protect or exalt self.) I bless and release all illusions of wrongness. I lift up my eyes and see myself and others as pure reflections of Divine light and love. It is done, it is done, it is done. Amen.

Limiting Beliefs

April 14, 2023

Conversation with Guides in the Records

1) What limiting beliefs are ready to end? The belief that all must be well before you move forward is ready to end. The belief that you must have the solution before you even take a step. We would say to you that oftentimes taking a single, simple step puts you on the pathway to your highest solution even in the path ends up being “wrong.”

2) Which beliefs are not ready but would be in my highest good to let go of? You are not ready to let go of the belief that you son’s wellness is tied to staying in your marriage. It is an inordinately limiting belief that you must tie yourself to another, not for your own good, but for the good of someone else, even when that someone else is your child. This is a primary limiting belief for you in this incarnation. Once your firstborn existed, he was all that mattered for you whether the relationship that formed him was able to be a true partnership or not. This is both the high and low expression of your Mother Bear Star, and yet another example of your belief that love means sacrifice. Come ask us another day what we believe love is, what we believe love means. If you choose to stay in this marriage because you believe this path provides you with the most opportunities for love, joy, growth, purpose, meaning, and service, we support you. But we would advise you to let your values around relationships change. Mutuality and reciprocity are your closest companions right now.

3) What old patterns is it time to release? It is time to release your need to hold on to what you know. (Know as in a mental, thinking, intelligence driven style of being in the world.) It is time to connect to the wisdom of your body. Your very cells carry direction and purpose for you, and often you reject your body’s direction in favor of the mind or spirit as if they are at odds with one being higher and another lower, as though the Divine Creator did not put all needed wisdom for your human vehicle into the various systems he designed to hold the totality of you.

We say to you, firmly and with the authority given to us as your Guides and Teachers, it is time to stop devaluing your body and time to stop wishing for another Earth Suit. Past time to stop judging the calls of your body as being any sort of moral anything. The needs, desires, rhythms of your body are good. The false dogma that you somehow cannot trust your very self is a lie from the pit of what you would call Hell and we would call the Void. You want to come higher. Come higher by delving deeper into the wisdom and intelligence of your body. Its loudness for you with your lover is another of his great gifts to you, not to be idealized, simply to be received. We say continue to connect with the Earth as a way to release this old pattern. Your back yard as haven is a good step.

4) What skeletons need to be cleared out of my closet? The skeleton needing to be cleaned out of your closet is self-hatred. It is the Shadow Side of your gift – Love of All Things – and you judge yourself harshly. Terribly harshly and unkindly, full of a severity and demand for perfection you would never require from or put on others. This skeleton is a means to enact control on a world far out of your control. Instead of being a leaf taken down the stream, you prefer to direct the path. If it was perfect enough, beautiful enough, perhaps some child would be wooed by its beauty, pluck it out of the harshness of the current, and place it safely in a book where it would be admired for its perfection and left alone to contemplate. Yet while you are a contemplative being, you are meant to be in the thick of all the things. You are meant to engage just as you are, not as some perfected future version of you, and let this life path take you along based on who responds to the truest you, imperfections and all.

When you hide your flaws, and hide from your flaws, you hide from your pathway. Yours is not a journey of cool, aloof, restrained, pressed, still beauty meant to be stared at and contemplated. You are beauty in the trenches. Your beauty lies in getting your hands dirty. In the fullness of your laughter. In the muchness of your shape. Let life carry and provide for the skin you are in, not just your beautifully heavy bones. (We know you like your bones but would shift what covers them. We like your bones too. We simply admire more than your bones. You are not here to be less. You are here in inhabit fully.) We would say this is enough teaching for today. Go put on a pretty dress, do your shopping, and be about your Earthly business. We will be here and are with you.