October 3, 2023
Good morning, Starflower. How sweet that you saw your Jesus as welcome when stepping into the light of the divine. He is so familiar to you, your most familiar and trusted expression of divine love, light, and truth. It is good that God the Father (YAWEH) as evidenced in the Old Testament, was never the god you aligned with or wanted to worship. Harsh in his Holiness. Vengeful. Lacking in veneration of women and children, though choosing to provide for them. This is the god of the patriarchy, and patriarchy is not your system. The gods we align with – the gods we do or do not choose – are all expressions of some vector of divine truth, just as every soul carries expression of divine truth, and our guiding gods speak just as much to who we are as who they are.
Your Jesus (as you understand him, and perhaps as he revealed himself to you) was gentle. Powerful, but choosing to lay his power down for a higher purpose. A greater good. Tasked with a great and glorious mission only he could fulfill that was in service to both higher power and human/earthly restoration. Meditative. Contemplative. Prayerful. Sacrificial. Pouring out all in the public sector, then retreating to his hilltop to commune alone with God and repair himself, recover his equilibrium. Few material possessions yet abundant in the wealth of calling up natural resources. A Healer. A Teacher. A humble king, choosing to lay down his crown and serve. Friend of sinners. Lover of the broken. Infinitely compassionate. Zero interest in compliance with the political, religious, or social rules and moors of his day. Marching to the beat of his own moral compass, inner truth, and soul directive. Completely assured of his purpose, whether it was seen and supported by others, even down to his own family. “Come out from among them and be separate.”
Who is Jesus? He is the being found your SELF in. He is all you find worthy of love, honor, high esteem, worship, veneration, and dedicating your life to. His pathway is one you have been willing to follow because it feels like you. It vibrates with a resonance you feel deeper than your bones and into every level of your auric field. Are there ways where your deep love for Jesus have not lived in service to you? Certainly. We would say too much self sacrifice was the greatest harm. Secondary harm came via the tenants of the church, but these you did not take in the same way, for you could feel the misalignment in many of them. If the church was the bride of Christ yet not Christ, you could love her but be separate from her.
Beloved, we would say to you loudly and clearly, fully and deeply, wildly and resoundingly, there is no need to separate from your Jesus as you walk this new way. You are looking for some stable ground under your feet in this brutally unstable life season where all is in transition. You have stability in Jesus. We would say again, you have stability in Jesus. Let him reveal new to you facets of his being. Become more fully acquainted with his hospitality. Love him for all that he is, not just the parts you are intimately acquainted with in the now. He is solid ground under your feet. He is the ground on which you stand. For you, there is no one higher and this is good. This is right. We believe we have said enough for now. Your body is ready to move, though your spirit is happy here with us. You are beautifully capable of holding and providing for both vehicles, as was your Jesus, and we leave you to tend to your body. It is truly joy and delight to watch your cells coming to light, your fractal spinning a new way, and the life abundant utterly covering you.