Hello, Daughter of Metatron. Tom does wish to be known by you. You are in alignment to be here. I am one of his protectors come to greet you. I am not sure you want to work with me, for I am a god of the Shadows more than the Light, and the light realm is what you love. If Death stalks him, and he has in past incarnations been a perpetuator of the Cult of Death through iron fisted rule to achieve riches, provision, glory, and an ever greater reach of power, and if his soul is working to balance the scales some in this lifetime, then it makes sense that Death might stalk him, that he would be powerless and imprisoned rather than being the highest power imprisoning others or sentencing their death, and that the desire for fame, worship, and wealth would call loudly to him but remain elusive.
The underworld makes sense to Tom, for it is teeming with the themes that are familiar to him as a fighter and leader. He gives incredible protection to those who are his own, yet can be a brutalizer if someone crosses him or any under his protection. What his soul wished for in this lifetime was to explore themes of power, control, and rulership through a different lens, one leaning more toward achieving these things through harmonizing, or at least collaborative relating with others, rather than plowing over any and all in his way.
However, what begins as a desire to protect or be protected can easily swing into provocation or looking for a fight. Rarely has my charge met Death in peace. Even in human form his awareness that he is eternal god remains, and Tom does not return gracefully to the soul field. At times he has wandered in the Void, too angry and disoriented to return, and I must go find him. He would ascend more quickly were he able to make peace with Death as being part of the cycle through which rebirth comes. He is a King from a long line of Kings, and this is true to his divine essence. He images the Great Sun rightly, yet rarely does he live to old age, for he is brash and swashbuckling, choosing warlike companions rather than trusted advisors who are from the elder state.
I am his and he is mine, and we are not of the Lightworker stream as is your pod, yet we are good. Divine power expressed through masculine might, action taking force, and the desire to be worshiped in blazing glory taking up as much space as we desire, is sacred and holy in the same way the gentler gifts are. Anubis. Mars. Zeus. Over and over, these are Tom’s gods and he is not wrong to worship them, yet if the Earth wishes an upgrade in frequency, and the vibration here will change in such a way that worship of these gods and guidance from these guides will no longer be supported, and my charge would like to remain exploring or even bringing in a yet unknown way of being on Earth, then some of the baser expressions of his divine vehicle must be mitigated.
There is a son awaiting who will be the light of his life, and he will look to his Father to lead him in the way of rightly empowered manhood who uses his capacity for rule, might, and fame to be in service to those in his tribe, providing needed leadership, guidance, new ways to survive, living as an outlier without trampling the rights of others to get ahead. Some in his current fractal can make this upgrade with him. Most cannot. He is free to choose, and I go with him whether he chooses the trajectory of Mob Boss, Kingpin, the one who cannot be taken down and holds on to his power at all costs, or if he returns to the more ancient origins of his soul that held all the gifts of masculine rulership while remembering he is made from Source, will return to Source, and being willing to on occasion bow in worship, or even surrender, for God is his friend and Maker, and so is Death.
Though we do not vibrate in alignment you and I, and this was a challenging transmission for you to channel, I appreciate you caring for my treasured one, for he is very dear to me and I have great hope that he come into his highest wishes for this Tom life. I now retreat from your awareness with veneration. Though you prefer the light, you can sit with anyone in the dark, and you are welcome here anytime. This is not something I normally say, but may Light go with you. And so it is.